Friday, March 31, 2017

Safety and Freedom Instead

Safety and Freedom Instead

I feel like I have an
Axe over my head.
Do I love it
Or end up dead?
But I want safety
And Freedom instead.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

For Care Instead of Fights and Dark Set Ups

 
I feel that if the dark forces, which target us all, keep getting their way it will result in even more fights between members of targeted families, fights between heavily targeted or enslaved victims, fights between heavily targeted people and the government, fights between government agencies, fights between countries, covert wars between all of the above...etc., while the REAL criminals remain free too continue enjoying the chaos they create. . .and this just has to stop.
   I hope to prevent the unfair blaming fights from continuing in my personal  situation, because we have all been hurt too much already. And I hope you do everything in your power to help prevent it in other places.
   Those who have been forced into the covert program and used to help target me also need genuine help and freedom. I have witnessed too many of them, especially my family members, being targeted/traumatized/tortured and/or drugged, into being brainwashed or into complete enslavement, to not realize that they are victims too. We have already all suffered too much pain and misplaced blame and we all need compassionate help and understanding and protection from further harm.
   I do not condone any of the targeting, especially not the crimes that drug and/or torture me with laser weapons...etc. But it seems that the only way this hell can Truly start ending is with compassion and understanding for those who have been tortured/forced into enslavement, and used against their will, as well as for heavier targets like myself. We are all suffering. . .just in different ways. We are all victims who need our freedom restored.

    Speaking of a need for compassion; I also strongly feel that good decent people have been being used to help enslave human beings, under the guise of it being a "rescue," and that those good people did not know what they were doing and should not be blamed either. The darkest ones who deceived them and set them up to be blamed, and who have also been literally torturing and drugging people into technological enslavement, are the ones who are responsible.

   I feel that heavily targeted families should be helped with understanding, protection and support and its just too horribly sad that this has not yet been able to happen. The technological mind control is so widespread, so unusual, and is surrounded by so many dark manipulations (including demands for secrecy), that the proper kinds of help have not yet been able to be here for us. Judging by my insights, and things I've read, there are too many victims who are in need of having freedom restored and too few who can care to help in the ways that are needed most. And its all just too horribly sad for everyone. I keep wondering why criminal use of the pace and ground based radio wave technologies have not been stopped, but I am ignorant in that field and feel sure its one of those things that is far easier said than done.

   For me, my "family" includes loved ones and neighbors and other people whom I care about. I have been fighting to expose the sadistic targeting, and its mind control tactics, in order to get help for all of us, since the end of 2011 when I started realizing the scope of the technological mind control parts of the targeting. Our situation has worsened since then and I do not know what will happen next, but I want it to end with Freedom restored and recovery beginning, especially for my daughters and key witnesses whose lives I have been deeply worried about. There does not appear to be much of us left. God help us all.


    I had a dream, which showed people (government officials and citizens) safely standing up and pulling together to help and support each other and I am holding onto my vision of that even though it now appears impossible in my personal situation. I hope it soon happens somewhere so that a peaceful and compassionate stand up can grow and hope for complete freedom can spread through humanity.


God help us all
www.targetedinamerica.com

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, March 25, 2017

To Save the Heart of Humanity


The Heart of Humanity Can Stand Up And Save
Itself From Further Destruction. Please Let It.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, March 23, 2017

To End the Suffering

 To End the Suffering

God, help all Hearts
To understand and see
These darkest sorted parts
Of our lost humanity
And care to shine a Light
Into its hidden depths
Until no more suffer
Or get laseed to death.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, March 20, 2017

Care for Law Enforcement

   Through the past few years, as I struggle to figure things out, while still being targeted and writing about my experiences, there are times when it may look like I blame local or state law enforcement, FBI, military...etc. But in my heart I really don't, especially since I've learned a bit more about what has been happening, beyond my personal situation, with the technological and pharmaceutical mind control targeting. . .and that many of you have been victims too. I began realizing this around 2012 when I passed papers out to law enforcement places, but did not do a very good job with it while being targeted through it. But here I go again. . .   I can understand that this situation has been difficult to comprehend, especially when the information is delivered from a person who is being too heavily targeted to articulate things very well. Who would want to believe that technological mind control happens through things like radio waves, which satellites send down for internet access, even if we were not being brainwashed into blind disbelief? But my gut feeling has been that it is a reality, not only for those of us who are being sadistically targeted (and our families) but also for every level of law enforcement. Since the dark aim seems to be to take over America, as well as the rest of humanity, there are probably more unaware mind control victims in our government then anywhere else.
   I beg every level of law enforcement, including military and FBI, to investigate this more fully and obtain UNFILTERED* radio wave detection and blocking technologies, especially since it is possible that certain modes of "protection" and "rescues" from the technological targeting may have included deceitful mind control enslavement. . .and since good, unaware people have probably been used in the foreground of these operations.
   I beg you to protect yourselves and please do not allow yourselves to be used in the dark covert program that has been enslaving people and sadistically targeting harmless people like me. Those dark forces could even perform set ups and use our judicial system, in order to inflict more harm upon heavily Targeted Individuals and our families. I beg you to openly stand up FOR US and WITH US instead of allowing yourselves to be used against us. There are many, who suffer indescribably and need the sadistic targetings to be openly acknowledged. NON-covert stands can help you to regain your Freedom as well. Please let your Hearts help break the silence that has enabled the dark force's success through the past few decades.

    When I think of our armed forces (of all kinds) being completely free of the technological mind control I feel safe and secure and know that the vast majority of them will follow their own instincts and Hearts instead of the dark covert program that has been aiming to take over America. And when I think of our law enforcement and military being enslaved/controlled by the dark forces, that sadistically target me and my loved ones, I feel terrified. So, I beg all levels of law enforcement to please openly stand up for the Freedom that has been being ripped away from all of us (including you) for too long.

Please follow only your own Hearts and instincts
and do your best to be here for those of us who have
been being hurt for too long. We need you.

*I have suspected that new radio wave detection technologies may have had filters built into them, in order to prevent detection of the low frequencies that are used for mind control. And I suspect that the same may have happened to the technologies that can block radio wave targeting.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

 P.S. I know that my care for you seems a bit selfish, because I want you to regain your freedom and the awareness to stand up for us as well as yourselves. But I do care for you too. We all count. We do.

Saturday, March 11, 2017

I Just Need the Ones Who Can Care

  One of the covert harassment games has been judgments about what levels of help they will allow for me based on what I write or feel...etc. Do they have control over all avenues of help? They claim to be able to control it all! I hope they don't really. I guess time will tell.

Its not a matter of "up" or "down"
Or over here or over there!
I just need the ones who
Have the Heart to care.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

"There's a Choice We're Making - We're Saving Our Own Lives"

    The video I'd posted of this song was removed from youtube, or the address was changed in my site. I am not sure which one. But here it is again because the lyrics, though for Africa, fit the holocaustal situation we now suffer from here in America and the rest of the world. Please listen to it and let your Heart stand up for Freedom. "There comes a time, when we heed a certain call - when the world must come together as one. . .we can't go on pretending day by day..."
   The hands that are needed now are those that join in peaceful stands for Targeted Individuals - suffering victims of covert and technological tortures and for America and the rest of humanity to be set free from pharmaceutical and technological mind control and intentional parasite and technological inflictions of physical illness...etc. And the "giving" that is needed must come from your Hearts. Please let your Hearts stand up for us and yourselves and America and the rest of humanity. "There are people dieing and its time to lend a hand. . ."


https://youtu.be/cW_1YAYQK9g


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, March 9, 2017

My Fight

   I understand how some people could assume the wrong things with some of my writings about the targeting, especially when they do not always come out very functionally. So, I want to assure people that my fight is not against estranged loved ones who are also victims. My fight is not against the brainwashed or enslaved puppets that are used to harass me or to try to "rescue"/enslave me. And my fight is not against government agencies or America or the United Nations or other countries. My fight is against the holocaustal technological, pharmaceutical, covert...etc., targeting that has been hurting all of us. I wish we could all pull together and openly stand up for ourselves and each other. . .and restore the Freedom to think and feel and live and Love and be all that we were meant to be.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, March 2, 2017

Into the Light book

   I understand that there would be some issues with this book, which was a creative way for me to try to figure out who was targeting me. It was written in a fiction format, and unimportant bits of it are embellished, but the experiences and names are very real. I am in the process of making a few important statements about this book, below. So please check back later.

The book is now at this address as well, due to interference in my websites and those who infiltrate the library computers actually changing the new link address to this book.
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/into-light-by-sharon-rose-poet.html

New "Into the Light" book Address

Original 2010 "Into the Light" Book Address

 "Into the Light" Page on Poetic Publications

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Copies of my blog posts again blocked from going to my email

   This has periodically happened to me at strategic times - my blog suddenly stops sending copies of my posts to my email address. There seems to be a huge issue with my reposting older writings of this blog and my "Into the Light" book. I guess I should have expected it, but I didn't and didn't expect what happened this morning. A couple of trucks parked behind me. As I woke a man yelled out, "I warned you about the internet. Where is that in Merrimack? Are you ready for this? You F.....ing bitch."  I can not be sure of who was behind them. They were just covert puppets. But this is an obvious severe intimidation tactic that seems to be about my old Ramblings of a Targeted Individual books, which I just reposted onto Amazon.
   I am feeling a bit shaken. But am tired of letting them bully me, like the way they bullied and tortured me, after disabling my car in a parking lot, and then said they'd help me if I took down my "Into the Light" book last summer. I took most of it down but not all and this appeared to anger them. They seem to want me to pretend that it never existed.

   I understand that there would be some issues with this book, which is basically written in a fiction format (and is partly fiction) but has real names in it, like some of my earliest writings on this blog did. As soon as I get a chance I will make a few important statements about the content of my "Into the Light book. Please look for them at this address, which appears to have been disabled since yesterday; http://www.poeticpublications.com/booklight.html

The email function started working again shortly after I posted this.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

We Can't Forgive When we Forget

  

Its important to forgive and bring a healthy closure.
And we need to obtain the freedom to think
and feel, in order to do it effectively.






Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

It is the Way it Was

I'm throwing them out

    In case I do not end up able to do a final Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book, which hopes to explain old original post...etc., better, I have reposted (on Amazon) some of the older editions that contain original posts that are no longer on this blog. Edition three, edition 12 and edition 14 along with "The Introduction" edition that is the same as what is left on this blog at this date. Lately it feels like I have been being forced to either completely erase them all or keep them.

   There has been horrible levels of controversy about this part of my writings, even various types of threats, including lawsuits and death. I have repeatedly tried to edit them and explain them and apologize for them and fix intrusions. . . and have realized that I just can not do any of this effectively while still being targeted. Those who target me have put me through hell with this, and even instilled a fear that they were good help that will not ever be here for us if my writings are not the way they want them to be or completely erased. Its been a horribly grueling process since around the late fall of 2014. And I have come to the conclusion that good decent people would not even think of withholding help and badgering me to get over five years of writings perfect, while I am still being targeted - technologically tortured and harassed and computers infiltrated...etc. I do not think that anyone, who has any level of decency left in them, will try to hurt me more if our plight gets exposed, just because my writings were not professional enough or politically correct enough...etc. I beg those who do this to me to please stop and find your hearts and realize that all will get better when people like me have the freedom that is needed to do a better job.  Hopefully I will gain the genuine freedom and safety that I'd need, in order to do a final book which keeps my original writings in tact, removes only perpetration additions and changes, and adds in updates that explain it all better. Until then, it is what it was and I want it to stay that way.

 None of my Ramblings. . . books are perfect, but all are waiting for my heart and computers to gain the freedom that is needed to gather them into one final book that does a better job with explaining it all. Until then please excuse my stumblings.

   I think that many of the things that happen to me are manipulated in ways to place blame on others. I feel that, in this confusing situation, only total Truth will help the genuinely good to look good through the manipulations that try to make them look bad or responsible. Hopefully time (and a very small amount of it) will make everything more clear. Until then, please forgive the imperfections. 
(I think that there have been a lot of misunderstandings between genuinely good people. How can we forgive if we have to forget it all?)

 I have reposted my original Into the Light book. Hopefully is also the way it was
until I have the freedom to do a better job with explaining and editing it. There are a few things I have to check on and explain so please check back later;


The book is now at this address as well, due to interference in my websites and those who infiltrate the library computers actually changing the new link address to this book.
http://sharonpoet-ti.blogspot.com/p/into-light-by-sharon-rose-poet.html

New "Into the Light" book Address

Original 2010 "Into the Light" Book Address

 "Into the Light" Page on Poetic Publications

Please also read my March 3rd 2017 post - "About My Writings"


P.S. I am thinking that yesterdays abduction swarms may have been primarily because I had removed edition 14 from Amazon two days before that. This left only the free pdfs on my websites the "Introduction" edition, which they have been tampering with. I realized that my websites would quickly fade away if something happened to me. So three older editions are back on Amazon. Thanks to the radio waves being shot into my brain, I am a little slow to realize things sometimes. And I do not want to be abducted or killed. I want to live and regain my freedom. . .and I want the same for others who are being targeted. . .ultimately all of America and the rest of humanity.  God help us all.

P.S.S. The picture on this post is of me when I was little munchkin. Aren't I cute? ;-) I always did like cleaning things and its hard to not have the freedom to do a better job with my writings.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.