Monday, March 18, 2019

My Heart Tells Me

My heart keeps telling me that genuinely good intentions, in professional help, would not abandon me or lie to me about what has been happening or play cruel covert games that try to threaten and torture me into joining and blindly trusting the covert program...etc. My heart keeps telling me that good intentions would be here for me as quickly as possible, and in ways that are kind and validating and understanding and honest and helpful and NOT mysteriously covert. It is horribly discouraging that, in all these years, none have shown up.

But I know that God's Light is shining for humanity. 
The darkness will not win. This hell will be stopped 
and all of humanity will be set free.



To Make Me Look and Feel Bad

   I am going through another round of set ups to make me look bad; vamp ups in covert harassment, to the point of puppet messaging being extremely loud and degrading...while they are technologically effecting my brain in ways that inflict agitation and a draw to say whatever pops into my mind. They are clearly trying to get  negative reactions out of me, when they do this. I try hard to not react, no matter how much pain they are inflicting upon me...etc., and I succeed with this most of the time. On those rare times when I do react, like I did yesterday, they degrade me even more, trying to make me feel bad. During these times it sometimes seems like they may be trying to pretend to someone else that I am bad - that I am one of the stalkers...etc.
   I do feel bad when I negatively react, even though I know I wouldn't if they were not interfering with my brain function and if I had not been too tormented by them, for too long. The little verbal slings, that I rarely direct at their puppets are nothing compared to what they do to me.

The truth is that I am not the bad guy - its the ones who want me to look like I am and feel like I am who are the bad guys. But I am wounded and I am still in deep need of their hell to get out of my life and leave me, as well as everyone I associate with, in peace and safety and freedom...etc. Criminal use of the technologies that interfere with brain function and criminal use of people should be completely stopped. And a torture victim who feels hurt and scared and angry is not the one who is in the wrong. We are humans who have aright to have feelings. Its not our feelings that should be stopped - its the targeting that should be stopped.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

P.S. Lot of physical torture lately. Severely painful laser shot to my hand just before this round. And they have been doing more than the usual painful laser shots to my feet, mostly my toes, in the past month or two.

Sunday, March 17, 2019

Street Lights Remotely Changed

I am experiencing another round of them changing street lights too quickly or not letting them change at all. They started out stopping red lights from changing to green, twice, forcing me to run the light. Then it switched to the opposite - lights VERY quickly turning from green to yellow and then red before I can get through an intersection. This has been periodically happening for several years, during vamp ups in all levels of the targeting. They should not be able to control anything that is needed to function properly for the sake of safety.

Sunday Driver Rock

Sunday Driver Rock

   I grew up on a farm, about four miles from the center of a small town, and at the end of a short dead end road. Although we lived so far into the countryside, a lot of vehicles would pull into our yard and very slowly turn around or even just sit there sometimes. This was often a nuisance to us as well as our neighbors. We called them the "Sunday Drivers", although they also came on other days of the week, because more came on Sundays. We had assumed that they were people who were just taking a joy drive in the country.
   There were so many Sunday Drivers that they had an unusual amount of accidents at a spot where the narrow dirt road sharply curved and a large boulder jutted into the road's edge. So many of those drivers hit that rock that it was named "Sunday Driver Rock."  One of our neighbors painted a sign on the rock, which basically said, "You Sunday drivers stop to think. Think to stop." 
   Now that I am aware of my family, as well as several neighboring families, being covertly targeted, (by at least around the year 1970) I cannot help but wonder if most of the "Sunday Driver" intrusions into our privacy were part of the targeting. It is actually extremely odd for so many people to have been going out there, without going to visit anyone, because there were no heavily populated areas nearby, no unusual attractions in the area, and we had the kind of dusty and bumpy dirt roads, which most people would normally avoid driving their vehicles on when they didn't have to. And the area was surrounded by only small country towns and should not have drawn in many (if any) joy riding or sightseeing people.

 "You Sunday drivers stop to think. Think to stop."
The painted sign was appropriate if they were stalkers too.


P.S. In those days there had also been an escaped convict from the County Farm who was found looking in the windows of our home...etc., and everyone wondered how he made it out there, with so many turns on back roads to reach it, and without bothering any of the places he'd had to have passed on the way there.
   Then there was Mr. Baker - one of our nicest and friendliest neighbors. Mr. Baker was reported to have committed suicide through shooting himself with a rifle in his yard. This was a shock to everyone. I now wonder if he was being targeted too and if really committed suicide or if was it just set up to look like one. What really happened to Mr. Baker? I wish I knew for sure.

Thursday, March 14, 2019

It Must Be Stopped!

It Must Be Stopped!
They are like vultures
Tearing at what remains
Of the good and untamed.
It Must Be Stopped!


Sunday, March 10, 2019

Another Round of Setups

In short;
   Recently there has been two draft text messages stored on my phone, to unknown numbers, which I am not being allowed to erase. And I did not put them there.
   As I recently tried to look back over the book of this blog, there became a yet another heavy push for me to quickly upload a too extremely edited version of it, under the guise of it being, in order to get help or in order for things to get better.  (Librarians and a police officer were used for the covert messaging with this.) I was not going to bite the hook, and am glad, because when I looked at the pdf  I noticed that they had swapped it with another one, inside my infiltrated computer, and had plugged something into the end of the book. I'm sure this was not the only alteration done to it. It appears that they want me to make them look better, and that, while I am doing this, they are altering my writings to make me look crazy or bad in some other way.
    I experienced painful technological torture of my brain, to the point of inducing nausea, after I refused to change the newest Ramblings of a Targeted Individual book on Amazon and take down the rest. Members of the FBI appear to still be involved in doing this to me. And their intentions are clearly not good to ward me. They seem to want to make me look crazy or bad instead of being here to help us. They seem to want to have me put away and silenced. This feels terrifying to me.

FBI, please stop. I should not have to worry about you too, on top of everything else. I should have been getting the opposite from you. Please stop.


The Hawk

You dove, talons open,
As I drove on a street.
A vicious display 
Of forcing us to meet,
With manipulations
I do not want to greet.
Please stop.


   Also, today I found that they damaged my hiking boots - pried the heel of the sole off of one and did obvious damage while doing it - VERY obviously not from wear and tear. And this is not nearly the first time this sort of thing has happened to my favorite or enjoyed belongings, especially those which I need.

Thursday, March 7, 2019

Finally! Microwave Weapon Attack on Individuals Reported In the Media

  So glad to hear this being publicly reported. Many of us have been victims of these types of weapon attacks. Targeted Individuals have been assumed to be mentally ill when explaining them, which has been extremely frustrating. Finally there is hope for the Truth to be realized - the fact that we are indeed being targeted with microwave weapons. Hope is seeping into my aching heart - Hope for the hell to finally be realized and stopped for all of us. http://www.targetdinamerica.com  (These attacks were also Called Health Attacks and Sonic Attacks")

CNN News Report on Microwave Weapon Attack 

https://youtu.be/Su0uc5UvLvg

Victim Of Microwave Weapon Attacks Speaks Out

https://youtu.be/pOdXVye-4X0



Wednesday, March 6, 2019

My Phone and Websites About to be Taken Down?

   Aside from recently forcing me to use spare lap tops, at the Rye, NH library, which were set up to retain passwords to my email and primary blogs... they now also appear to be intentionally preventing me from gaining financial help to keep my phone and websites running. I hope they do not succeed with any of it. What will happen to me if they finish wiping out my writings about the targeting and leave me without a phone? How can I not be scared?
   They made it clear that this round of deprivation is because I refuse to agree to "work" for the covert program - to listen to and obey covert messaging that often comes through mind control victims and is from unknown people with extremely questionable intentions. I have no trust in in the covert program. Back when I did give it the benefit of my doubt for a while, it proved to be completely untrustworthy. They even sometimes torture me and intentionally deprive me, through controlling other people and places, for not joining them...etc. They say that I am not being kind to them, although it is I who has been being too hurt and too trapped by them. They control too many places and too many people. I don't know how I am going to continue surviving much longer.

Primary Website About the Targeting

Old Backup Blogs About the Targeting

Saturday, March 2, 2019

Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom

I had to repost this on its blog, because the first posting was blocked from being viewed and printed. I started writing this in the spring of 2016 and first posted it on its own blog around December 26, 2018. I am being too heavily targeted to finish it now, but here is what there is of it so far. It is copyrighted with ALL rights reserved.

Wisdom's Beacon for Freedom

New Important Updates in Freedom's Beacon

Freedom's Beacon










   Lot of difficulties and physical tortures happening to me. Yesterday they intentionally tried to retain  passwords to my blogs in library computers. I'm glad I realized what they were doing. But it took a lot of persistence to make them erase them, and I hope they really did. 

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

Another Vehicle Crash

   I was at a library and had started feeling extremely cold, to the point of my feet hurting. (This cold feeling can be technologically induced.)  So, I left to warm up in my car, but grumbling about it, because it seemed like they were trying to force me to leave. Then I pulled out of the parking lot and headed for the main drag and a serious car crash had just happened there, literally just before I got to the stop sign. I have a feeling that it was not an accident, but another technologically induced crash. After I was able to get past it, the next store I went into was playing a song that said something about leaving my life. (They control the music in many places and play songs that give covert messages.)  Was this crash another attempt to terrorize me into leaping out of my life and into enslavement? It appears so. I think it also may have been that the perpetrator was a bit off on timing with blasting the intersection with microwaves, because it appears that I was hit this way a few times in the past couple days. It appears that they are again trying to make me get into a car crash. The last time I went through a round of this, and cars crashed near me, was just a couple months ago.

I am not leaving my life. I do not believe that people will stop being hurt if I leave, as has been the case with many other torture victims who have been forced to vanish instead of getting the proper kinds of help and protection. . .and instead of the crimes being stopped - criminal use of space and ground based surveillance and laser weapon technologies stopped. Please help stop the targeting.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, February 19, 2019

Set Up Forcing me to Use Computer in Teen Room in Library?

  The only library computer, in three towns I'm near, that will allow me to open a word doc that is stored on a usb drive, is in the teen room of only one library. This may be a set up to frame me. Since they used to threatened to frame me and pretend that I am a pedophile, this is a concern. There appeared to be a set up for this today, which is now raises the concern again since I recently had a dream, which warned that they are still trying to find reasons to have me arrested - me and what is left of my writings confiscated! I hope they do not succeed.

Forced Address Change in Identity Theft Scam?

    I am deeply concerned about this latest aim to make me change my legal address to a place that they have control of. This latest one made it be over at the Crossroads homeless shelter in Portsmouth, NH, and was insisted upon in order for me to get my car registered. The last time this happened I had changed it back at the DMV office after I got my registration. But this time they set it up so that they can keep my "legal address" where they want it and where I do not live.
   I have reason to believe that this is being done as part of some sort of identity theft thing, so they can pick up important mail that is sent for me, and that this may be being done for them to steal the bank account they have blocked me from getting and possibly for them to pretend to be me in lawsuits to gain millions of dollars for my stolen songs and possibly for inheritance stuff. I think that this is also why they aimed to get me to sign power of attorney stuff in recent months. I hope they do not succeed with stealing anything that is mine.

P.S. I have a mailing address and that is my only legal address and the only place where I can get deliveries of any kind. Why can't "homeless" just be honestly listed, if they really need a residential address, instead of me being forced to lie about where I live? The way it is being done allow others to get important mail that should only come to me.
   I have never lived at a homeless shelter, but I have visited enough of them to know that they are not safe places. Those who target me have repeatedly tried to force me to go to them and appear to be doing it again. I am certain that a lot of abductions happen at the shelters as well as hospitals. I hope they are not able to force me to go there. I will not go of my own free will. The targeting should be being stopped so that I can get back onto my own feet without it being sabotaged and retrieve my own bank account without it being stolen from me!!! I should have good honest officials here for me. And so should all the other victims that these sorts of things have been freely happening to.

Monday, February 11, 2019

"Sharon's Bud" and "Heart Bud" publication Advertisers Targeted

   It appears that my earlier statements about my advertisers being targeted were erased. Also my www.sharonsbud.com website has been redirected and publications appear to be blocked from view. Many of my advertisers (that were in the 2008 and 2010 printed papers) appear to have been targeted and this has been a deep concern since I began realizing it. But is this another thing that has been being hidden? It appears so. It hurts to look back, but I feel I must and I wish I had the freedom to do more of it.
   Yesterday I learned of another death that I feel is due to the targeting, and this has triggered other memories, but I'm a bit too overwhelmed to get into this new death here right now. I am also struggling with painful levels of technological torture, as is often too usual.

Wednesday, February 6, 2019

Please Help Me

This is a very difficult time for me. I am still living in my car and am having difficulty even just sustaining this plight, and need to even do much more than only retain a safe and functional vehicle...for the sake of my own health on every level, and this is all still being sabotaged. I deeply need help from my fellow human beings, in order to survive until I am able to get back onto my own feet. Please let your Heart send as much financial help as you can.





Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank you.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

A Harmful Injection

I've had repeated dreams warning of dangers with some sort of injection and that there are those want to do it to me. I do not know exactly what it is about, but I know it is really bad and would not be good for me. I hope it does not happen to me or anyone else. 



A Call for the End of Forced Fighting

Do you want the
mop or the broom?
  Too many are fighting instead of standing; some fight to do their jobs, some fight to regain freedom, some fight to save our lives, some fight to seek revenge, some fight to destroy freedom, some fight to enslave humanity and keep everyone fighting...etc. Most, if not all, of the fighting is either controlled by or instigated by the dark forces. And the mess its all made must be cleaned up - humanity set free, recovered and living in peace.
   My heart cries for all the fighting to end, even my own fight that is to save my life and that of others and to restore freedom and for things to genuinely get better for all of us. I believe that, it is through Loving, that things get better. But many of us are blocked from our Hearts and some of us are trapped in the fight, due to other people's choices. Over and over again I have aimed to let go of the most controversial parts of my written fight. . .and over and over again I have been swarmed by those who aim to crucify me when I do. This keeps me trapped in the fight - a place where I do not even want to be, out of concern for my safety as well as that for all of humanity. (And I am sure that similar things are happening to many others.) In order for the letting go to not have bad consequences, things would have to be genuinely getting better, and it appears that they haven't been, which is really disturbing.
   I would prefer that my stand were more in the Light and less of of a fight for my life...etc., but I'd need my own freedom and protection for that to take place...and it would have to be done in a way that is sure to not support the continuation of technological and pharmaceutical mind control and it's enslavement as well as the horrific hidden technological tortures and all else that intentionally harms humanity. I'm not sure what that way is right now, because I do not have the freedom to figure it all out. But. . .

I wish all the fighting would stop, and that far more were openly and peacefully standing in the Light, so that freedom from all levels of the targeting can be gained. . .and we can be Loving each other instead of fighting each other.

We should all be Loving each other instead of fighting each other.  
We should. We really should. Lets clean it up.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Please Help Me

This is a very difficult time for me. I am still living in my car and am having difficulty even just sustaining this plight, and need to even do much more than only retain a safe and functional vehicle...for the sake of my own health on every level, and this is all still being sabotaged. I deeply need help from my fellow human beings, in order to survive until I am able to get back onto my own feet. Please let your Heart send as much financial help as you can.





Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Thank you.


Painful Torture

I just went through a couple painful days of what appeared to be lasering of my upper spine or neck and shoulders. Also a painful laser shot to my hand after I asked them to stop. I did not injure myself and am sure it was technologically inflicted torture. I don't know if this was revenge for my recent posts or for the "Covert Program" paper or because I was heavily focusing on trying to get another job just before it started. I have experienced many tortures like this for these types of reasons. In this case I was doing all of them. It did stop me. I had to just focus on bearing the pain and did some reading to distract myself from it. It still hurts, but not nearly as much as it did.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, February 2, 2019

I Can NOT Do Covert Relationships

I can not do covert relationships or deals or interactions with anyone, no matter who it is. I do not feel comfortable with covert messaging stuff and I do not trust any of it. The whole covert messaging thing actually feels horrible to me, so horrible that it has hit a point where it triggers  frustration when covert messaging happens, particularly if it appears to be coming from officials. I do not want to communicate with anyone covertly, not even if I were sure of who it is and what the intentions are and exactly what the messages are about, which I can't be, because its cryptic and covert. What I has been happening to me is a horrible hell that I have painstakingly waited for an end to and good honest explanations of.
   I have been saying this for YEARS! Why do people persist with trying to force me to blindly trust and go along with empty, cryptic covert messages, that often even come through the same puppets who are used to be mean to me...etc., and expect me to trust that they are from good officials or good people? (To me even emails and phone calls feel covert, especially when they pretend to be something they are not, because they are not in person or sure to be real or sincere.) If you are good people or officials with good intentions and will not inflict harm, please just be here for me in ways that are solid - not covert and give me something that I can trust and believe in. If your intentions are not good and/or your aim is to control or harm then please get out of my life and out of the lives of my loved ones and out of the lives of all the people whom I interact with. 

P.S. I really need to talk directly to officials. Please let your Hearts be here for me.



Friday, February 1, 2019

A Librarian Puppet's Seething Anger

   I have passed the "Covert Program" paper out to a few places, including to a group of puppets who were harassing me at a library today. The librarian later angrily confronted me and said that they complained about me. She literally seethe (evil type of seething) which demanded, "You will not talk to anyone and you will not give anyone anything" and not turn off her computer, in order to wipe out my documents after I use it...etc. (Its OK for all of them to relentlessly harass me in the libraries, but its not OK for me to kindly hand them what I even called a "gift" for them. Go figure!) But she is a puppet and I am sure that she was not only talking about what happened in the library.
   I walked out after telling her that what I gave those lady's was a gift to help them realize what they are being used by and that she needs it too and that she needs to find her heart and that her "attitude sucks." I was shaking when I left. I don't think anyone has ever talked to me like that way before. Her eyes and verbal seething were so dark that I actually wondered if she was capable of a physical attack.
   I have also recently experienced being blocked from printing this paper on two other library computers. I guess there is a serious issue with it. I actually feel like it is a gift - a source of help for all of the people who are being used by the covert program, which I strongly feel is literally evil in the background and is not good for anyone. I feel that informing them of what they are a part of is far better than blaming them, because I sense that most of them do not know. But their leader does and that is who is really delivering the seething message.

Covert Program Paper
www.targetedinamerica.com/Covert Program 2-1-2019

P.S. Couple days of painful, technologically inflicted torture after this.

Damage Done to My Car

   Yesterday the new exhaust suddenly started loudly leaking after I spent a bit of time in a library. And a large crack in my windshield suddenly appeared a week or two ago. I think this is to try to prevent me from being able to register and inspect my car this month. They will probably succeed, especially since I am still being blocked from my lost bank account. I may soon not even have a vehicle to live in. And I hope they did not do the exhaust leak, in order to blame it on my possible death, which they seem to want. I hope they do not succeed with any more harmful inflictions. They have already hurt me too much.

Wednesday, January 30, 2019

New Article on the Covert Program

 The Covert Program

Too Many Victims Are Suffering :-(

    I woke crying this morning, thinking of the suffering that has been being inflicted, upon masses of people, in the form of intentional deprivation of Love and support from loved ones, due to the targeting.
   This is a heart wrenching scenario that tears at my heart since I realized the scope of the targeting and that I am not nearly the only one this is happening to and that my family is not nearly the only family that has experienced cruel targeting and tortures and even complete enslavement of some.

   It appears that most people are mind control victims in varying degrees. Too many are completely enslaved and used against loved ones and torture victims like myself, and this is horribly sad for everyone. Freedom from, and understanding of, the technological mind control, is desperately needed, as fast as possible, for all levels of victims as well as the rest of humanity. Please help set humanity free.

P.S. They have a puppet come to sit next to me in the library and say, "Nothing you can do about it. You have to accept it," as I wrote the above statement!!! They have me so trapped that there is little I can do, right now. But there is a lot that aware and uncontrolled and caring officials can do. I hope I reached some of them with my reports and writings. And I will not ever accept the enslavement of humanity - the destruction of the Heart and Spirit of humanity, not of my own free will anyway, and I hope it does not happen any other way. Humanity must be set free. It just has to be.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Overall...


Things can not slowly get better 
while they are quickly getting worse.

Please quickly stand in the Light for complete and genuine
freedom from technological and pharmaceutical mind control...etc.


 P.S. I do not want the fight that I have been being cornered and forced into, in some of my writings. I wish it did not seem that my survival, and that of others, depends on me periodically blasting things out publicly. And I do not want the kind of help that involves dark set ups, which pits victims against each other... or blames us torture victims, instead of being here for us... or blames enslaved victims for what has enslaved them and uses them is fully responsible for. I want the kind of help that openly and honestly stands in the Light, with Heart and integrity, to set ALL victims free....all of us torture victims and all of the enslaved victims and all other mind control victims and all of America and the rest of humanity. It is critically important for all aspects of the mind control and enslavement of humanity and the covert program and the technological and psychological tortures...etc., to be honestly exposed and stopped. . .enabling recovery and support for all types of victims.