Saturday, July 21, 2018

My 2015 Plea to Stop the Covert War.

I still feel the same way. Please stop the covert war. Too many are suffering. Too many are being hurt. And there is still nobody here for us! Please stop the covert war.

   I have been inflicted with technological interference with my brain function literally every time I've tried to make a video and often forget to mention important things or am not very concise. The pain and suffering I speak of here is what I sensed was happening in the shadows of covert wars that surround us. I've realized that some of the covert war stuff appears to be officials fighting against other officials and none being here for those if us who continue to suffer and be tortured both technologically and psychologically or are being killed in various ways, including complete enslavement. Its all just too horrible. I feel that, most of the people, including officials, who are involved are victims too, in various ways, but the outcome is holocaustal for those of us who have no protection and no one to turn to for the types of help that are desperately needed.
   I should have also mentioned the technological tortures, which are horrendous for those of us who are torture victims as well as those who are unaware victims of technologically inflicted illnesses that are thought to be natural...etc.

Friday, July 20, 2018

Painful Torture

   Torture of my brain and laser shots to other parts of my body vamped up to very painful levels yesterday afternoon and is still hard to bear.  The PI lady showed up a the Amherst library again on Monday afternoon this week. I walked out without giving her a chance to harass me. Then I verbally vented about the whole situation alone in my car again. (But, I'm sure they can hear me.) Is that why I am being tortured now? Maybe. I can't be sure as to why. I just know how much it hurts. My body is suddenly bloating also.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Guilt Tripped Into Enslavement!

    Much of the targeting (tortures of myself and others) is set up to force me to feel guilty about living my life and to force me to leap out of my life and into the hands of those who target us through the covert "rescue"/enslavement. (I think that, sometimes targetings of other people are even fabricated, through puppets, in order to make me feel like people are being hurt if I do not leave  and that what they do to them is my fault.) This has repeatedly happened to me, in various ways, including a V2K message in 2006, which said, "Your children will be alright if you leave." These are extremely threatening and bullying types of tactics that we should NEVER obey and let succeed. . .and that should not be allowed to continue.
   My heart keeps reminding me that we should NOT choose to leave our lives, that we should NOT continue to be forced into the covert "rescue" where we vanish, and that more people (especially officials) should be standing up for us, in order to stop the sadistic targeting and the forced enslavement of primary victims from freely continuing.

   They have me basically backed up against a wall and I may no longer have a choice once they get me into a shelter or other facility that can be use to abduct me. I hope they do not succeed, but my situation has become extremely dangerous since they started more seriously sabotaging my vehicle, which is still my only home and all that protects me from an easy abduction. I feel that too many victims have already vanished this way, when they have not been convinced that it is a good covert  "rescue." It all should be stopped and all of the lost or enslaved victims returned to their lives where people stand up for them instead of getting rid of them.

The Welfare Budget Problem

   I just read a news article about President Trump wanting to stop the food stamp (EBT cards or Snap) program and only give poor people boxes of food. There is could be an extreme danger in this for many people, because those of us who have been being covertly and technologically targeted, and literally forced into poverty, are in danger of being even more infected with drugs, chemicals or parasites if we can not choose our own food. I have sensed this horrible process already happening in some food pantries and homeless shelters, as well as even in some grocery stores and restaurants that heavy targets frequent. I hope victims can continue having a choice of food in places that are less apt to be used for contamination. And I hope we regain Freedom from all that hurts us and shoves us into poverty, so that we do not have to get government help with food...etc.
   Much of the Welfare debt problem can be fixed by exposing and stopping covert and technological  targeting and its multitude of negative effects on severe victims. I would not have ever needed government help with food if I were not being targeted and were free to do my work without any sort of interference. There is a serious problem with heavily targeted people being intentionally shoved onto welfare, which seems to be one of the aims of the targeting. (I had mentioned this on this blog in 2012.)

I beg government officials to please expose and stop the covert and technological targeting, which prevents healthy people from doing their jobs and getting help from loved ones, instead of letting victims continue to be held in prisons of destitution where Welfare cut backs and homeless shelters can be used to inflict even more deprivation and harm.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, July 13, 2018

What's the Plan for Me?

   I feel too trapped and too much at the mercy of those who target me and  those who seem to have ill intentions toward me. (I stand too alone with all this.) This concern has grown considerably since the spring of 2016 when they disabled my car and held me trapped in a parking lot while they forced me out of my vehicle and invaded the writings I had stored in it, stealing two books and an email I'd printed as well as replacing a printed blog post. . .and I am not sure what else.
   And my concern has hit the ceiling since I had the dream about officials covertly bringing/luring me to a place where a group of us were forced into a tunnel that was set up to collapse and kill us, and since they tried taking away my valid ID - drivers license and I found that my birth certificate had been altered and I was not allowed to retrieve my lost bank account, which is desperately needed for my safety and health...etc. These things (aside from the dream) have happened in officials places and it seems like it is officials who orchestrated them.
   These things on top of the current sabotaging of my car/home and manipulations that have been done to my writings...etc.,  makes my whole situation more terrifying than ever. I do not know what is going to happen to me, but its all appearing like it intends to be the opposite of the help I have been waiting for since my first reports to various officials. I am too distressed and there has been no solid/NON-covert/real reassurance or explanations. Things seem to be getting worse instead of better and I hope they aren't, but it looks like they are. I have been telling myself that "Time will tell" for years now, but its been telling bad things. I need good things to be happening. I need things to be getting better for myself and everyone else. I need a solid/NON-covert/real Light shining at the end of the tunnel and I need to be at the end of this torturous tunnel.

Unhealthy Denial

   This has all been so hard that I sometimes cope through flipping into denial. I recently did this through convincing myself that all the targeting is stopping and all I have to do is get back onto my feet, somehow. I'd even recently written some of this denial into a post where I asked for financial help, in order to recover and get back onto my feet and continue my work...etc. This concerns me, because its a demonstration of how I just can't handle anymore. Sometimes I feel like I am going crazy, which I guess would serve those who target me, but it would not be good for me. I am concerned about every level of my health. I have been trapped in this situation for too long and it has been getting too threatening.
   The Truth is that I desperately need substantial amounts of financial help, in order to just keep surviving - in order to do what I can to protect myself and save what is left of my heart and my spirit and my mind and my body and my soul and my work. This needs to happen, along with the targeting being acknowledged and stopped and officials being here for all of us, before I can even start recovering myself or anything else.
   So, I should be asking for help for my survival, so that I can at least be trying to do things that can  prevent things from continuing to get worse. Please help me to survive, until the desperately needed miracle of all of the hell ending happens, if it is allowed for me. And then, after that, I'll need help recovering and getting back onto my own feet. Please help me to survive...etc.

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

Concern About This Blog and it's Book

   I am deeply concerned about this blog and its book and the fact that it appears to have been being altered in ways that include the changing of dates on posts. (I'd mentioned this a couple years ago, but am not sure if its still in the blog, since I have periodically found key things erased.) I have thought about taking the whole blog down until I have the freedom to comb through it and fix it all, but I'd also have to have a better understanding of the manipulations in the covert stuff. I am concerned that, if I took it down, it could have a bad outcome, because the exposing of certain parts of the targeting seems to stop it from succeeding or continuing...etc. But I am also concerned about the blog and book  remaining up, without being fixed, because I wonder if their manipulation in them could include set ups to use against me, in some way. Not knowing what their intentions are, or what the manipulations are, and being too trapped to do much of anything about it, is very difficult. There could be bad outcomes either way - whether I take it down or leave it up, and this is frustrating.
   I wish this whole situation were not so confusing and manipulative and threatening for me and that I had the required freedoms and more understanding of the covert stuff and what is happening with officials in my situation and if anyone intends to be here for me...etc., and that I could comb through my blog with my heart and with absolutely no negative interference of any kind.

Email Concern

There have been several times, including recently, when it seems like someone else is sending emails from my account. This seems to happen around the time when I have sent emails, which I rarely do.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Too Threatening

    I wish I were not trapped in this situation that is too threatening to me, and my loved ones, and has forced me into a fight for my own survival instead of my being able to focus primarily on the bigger picture....etc. All these years of being trapped in this, and being pounded on, has hurt me and has been tearing away my heart and my trust and my hope and my objectivity...etc. This shouldn't be happening! It just shouldn't. 
    My heart and my mind and my body and my spirit and my soul need to be free from all that tortures or harms or interferes or controls...etc. And they should be.

   And please stop trying to convince me that this problem exists because I do not "take care" - because I do not leap out of my life and into the enslavement hell. The Truth is that my situation is so threatening because there is no one standing up with me. I have needed a group of genuine hearts to be here with me and lessen the threat for myself as well as others. The problem is not because I do not leap and hide, its because I am isolated and nobody is standing with me.    A critical problem, with this whole situation, is that not enough people, who are aware and can genuinely care, are standing up for humanity. More Hearts should be standing up, not less!

For the "Good"

I wish all the "good" would openly stand
up for Freedom with honesty and Heart,
and not hide in the "home" that's dark
And uses victims to feed the sharks.

   Those who torture and enslave humanity want us to believe that we have to leap out of our lives and hide in the dark in order for the hell to end and in order to be safe, and it uses many victims, in order to lure people into that dark enslavement "home." But the Truth, which I feel through the core of my heart and soul, is that it is safer to stand in the Light - to openly stand up for Freedom and enable the Love and understanding and comfort and support that is desperately needed and should be happening for all the victims everywhere, especially those who are not aware.

Wipe Out the Wars

May Light and Peace and Heart and Hope
and Freedom grow and wipe out the wars.

Monday, July 9, 2018

"On With the Song"

    Many victims of the hell that surrounds us have been forced into fights against what harms us, instead of being able to freely continue with our own lives. This fight is reflected in this song, as it is in some of my writings.
   Mary Chapin Cartenter's older songs reflect a deep, genuine heart that focused on healing, like what was expressed in her "House of Cards" song. Many who focus on healing the Heart of humanity have been being targeted, in various ways, by those who appose such progress and those who blindly follow them, and I think Mary is one of those targets. Our world is so filled with covert wars and negativity and inconspicuous destruction of human beings that its sometimes hard to keep a focus on the good and the Light and the Hope for freedom to be restored. Under the influence of technological mind control, too many of our fellow human beings have been roped into, and blindly follow, dark forces that pretend to be good. The parts of this song that I really like are, "This isn't for the ones who would gladly swallow everything their leader would have them know, bowing and kissing while the truth goes missing... This isn't for the man who can't count the bodies, can't comfort the families, can't say when he's wrong, playing 'I'm the decider' like some sort of Messiah, while another day passes and a hundred souls gone. No, this is for the ones who stand their ground when the lines in the sand get deeper, when the whole world seems to be upside down, and the shots being taken get cheaper. This is for the ones that I see above me. . . Light for the world and hope for the weary."

On With the Song by Mary Chapin Carpenter

I hope Light and Peace and Heart and Hope
and Freedom grow and wipe out the wars.

For my Daughters

 Youtube Playlist for my Daughters; 

    I dedicate these songs to my daughters. Around the end of 2011, as the targeting tore us from each other, my heart broke in a way that it never has before. I wanted things to go in the opposite direction from what was forced upon us. I wanted us to get the proper kinds of help so that things could get better instead of worse - I wanted us to stand together and be here for each other and I wanted our love be our strength...etc. I wish I'd had the strength to crash through the painful tortures, that were being inflicted upon me during that time, and through the brainwashings that prevented my children from realizing what was happening. I wish my heart could have stood stronger for all of us. But I now realize that we never stood a chance against all that manipulated and interfered. I wish we were free to love each other.
   To me, our Love for each other is a memory, that I carry in the deepest depths of my heart, until it is free to bloom again. I just don't know if it will have the chance to in this lifetime, and this hurts indescribably.
    Tears yearned to sneak out of my heart, this morning, as I listened to "I have Nothing" by Whitney Houston today. I thought of my daughters and how I felt in 2011, when my heart wanted to cry, "I don't want to have to go where you don't follow. Don't make me closed one more door. I don't want to hurt anymore. Stay in my arms if you dare. Or must I imagine you there? Don't walk away from me. I have nothing if I don't have you. Your Love I remember forever."

Whitney Houston - I Have Nothing

     Most of these songs can apply to my other loved ones as well, to those who are both inside and outside of my family. Sadly, there does not seem to be many of us left and those of us who remain are not as whole as we used to be. But somewhere, beneath all the dark manipulations and destruction and turmoil, our Hearts are still connected.

Somewhere, beneath all the dark manipulations and
destruction and turmoil, our Hearts are still connected.

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Documented of Memories Related to the Targeting

A new page with the "Through the Years" part of my testimonies.

The Core Problem - the Technological and Pharmaceutical Destruction of the Heart of Humanity

God help our world, torn so far apart.
God help the people who suffer the death of a Heart.

God's hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part. Please do yours.

   I wish I were not so trapped in a threatening situation, and were not being targeted and had the freedoms and support that I deserve and need, in order to put more focus into taking better care of myself and doing more of my work.
   My work is actually connected with, due to being seriously opposed by, the core problem behind all of the targeting of humanity. The core problem being the technological and pharmaceutical destruction of the Heart of humanity. The technological and pharmaceutical targeting of humanity is the most horrible holocaustal situation that humanity has ever been faced with and it must be more fully realized and all levels of the destruction, which it inflicts and instigates, stopped as quickly as is possible.
   The holocaustal targeting problem extends far beyond the few thousand "Targeted Individuals" that are aware and on the web. Most of the people who are being heavily targeted are completely unaware of it and many are suffering even more than those of us who are aware, because they tend to be shoved into toxic levels of confusion or distrust, doubt and misplaced blame...etc., which they direct either against themselves or others. People need to know what is happening.
   In general, it seems that the people who have the most Heart are the ones who have been being more heavily targeted or killed (at a young age) in ways that appear to be accidents or natural deaths, some of their deaths staged as they get completely enslaved. And others become mind control victims. It seems that no targeted family members are allowed to just fully and freely be who they were born to be and this is just too horrible to be allowed to continue or remain secret.
  Whole families have been being sadistically targeted since at least the 1960s. The destruction of our needed compassionate and supportive family structure and the suffering of every targeted family member, in various ways, is too huge and devastating for me to even fully describe a this point, but I feel it and it hurts beyond description. The Heart of humanity has been being destroyed and the whole world is already suffering too much for it and it has to be realized and completely stopped as quickly as possible.
   Many blame only the Government but the core of the targeting has been being done by a satanic occult and families of government officials have been victims as well. There is a lot of destructive hell happening, under the control of that core satanic force, both inside and outside our governments and it can not be stopped with us fighting against each other. If people keep fighting against each other, instead of realizing the core problem and pulling together to help and protect each other, that dark force will keep on winning. Please stop!

   I beg the Heart of government officials, around the globe, especially the levels that are capable of protection from the technological targeting, to openly stand up for humanity and show that it cares and is here for us, so that trust and Freedom can start being restored

God help our world, torn so far apart.
God help the people who suffer the death of a Heart.

God's hands work through our Hearts. We must do our part. Please do yours.

Thursday, July 5, 2018

Yearn to Get Back to Work

   The targeting forced me to stop the core of my work, ( and focus on exposing and getting help to stop the targeting, so that I could freely do my work, without it being sabotaged and without my clients being targeted...etc. At this point, after nearly seven years of a heavy aim to expose and stop the targeting, I feel like I have done just about all that I can, under the threatening and torturous and deprived conditions I'm trapped in. (
   I'm still standing, but they have my hands too tied and have been watching and sabotaging and hitting me so hard for so long, that there is just not much more I can do, and its up to the rest of you to help pass the word and/or allow this part of my writings to reach people who can do more to help stop the targeting from continuing, for everyone.
   Through these years of fighting to expose and get help with stopping the targeting, my heart has yearned, with increasing intensity, to get back to my work, fix the sabotaged parts of it, add more too it and do more to promote it; I deeply yearn for the freedom to do this and the privacy and peace I need, in order to look back through my whole life and finish clicking the puzzle pieces together...etc. I need to do this, not only to make sense of it all, but also to process my feelings, which have been imprisoned for too long. This process of looking back and freely feeling and healing is not only a necessity for my health, it is also what my work is about, and it feels horrible to be trapped in a torturous prison where I am not allowed the freedom and safety and privacy that my work and health requires. The "embracing feelings" part of my work is the most important core of what I am supposed to be doing with my life. And its what I should be doing.

   So, I beg those of you who target me and hold me in this torturous destitution prison, to please set me free. And I beg those who can care and everyone else to please help me get back on my feet financially, so that I can recover and do my work. Please send what you can to...

Sharon R. Poet
PO Box 383
Mont Vernon, NH 03057

P.S. Its sad that, through all my efforts, for many years, there still appears to be no officials who intend to be here for me and help prove and end the targeting for all of us and America and the rest of humanity. I feel indescribably sad about this. It is still desperately needed. I guess I have just stopped expecting it and waiting for it.

"Three Weeks With My Brother" by Nicholas Sparks - a Portrayal of Sadistic Targeting?

 I still feel that most of the sadistic targeting is far more than technological experimentation or the torture of trouble makers...etc. I have felt that there are probably an uncountable number of families who are victims of subtle sadistic targeting, both inside and outside the government. I feel that my whole family is a victim of sadistic/satanic targeting since at least 1970. Having experienced so much of this sort of  targeting, for so many decades, I now tend to recognize it in other places and people. Those that stand out the most tend to be famous people, because their lives are sometimes shared publicly. But this is not only happening to famous people. And it seems to be worse with poor families that are not very social and are sort of isolated, like my family was.   In the past few days I read a book called "Three Weeks With My Brother" by Nicholas Sparks, which is a true story about his own life experiences with chains of difficulties within his family of origin. I was shocked by how many of his experiences are the same sorts of things that have been happening in the sadistic targeting of families. Were the Sparks being targeted? It appears so. But it also appears that Nicholas does not know about the covert targeting. I think that most targeted families remain completely unaware, which increases the suffering and bouts of toxic self blame as well as the deterioration of the victim's trust in themselves. People need to know what is happening.
   These families are victims of criminal use of technologies that can inflict individuals with various types of mind control as well as what appears to be physical or mental illnesses. And the family members struggle to survive and make sense of odd chains of hardship or unusual shifts in emotions or obsessions,  unexplainable "accidents" or crisis happening at strategic times or rounds of unusual neglect from loving people...etc.  Some family members end up dead at a young age, (Some of their deaths possibly staged and the victim completely enslaved.) Some family members end up being mind control victims who appear to be fine, but aren't. Some are not allowed to succeed with what they want in their lives and some are allowed certain types of success just so it can be disrupted or later torn away...etc. None are allowed to just fully and freely be who they were born to be. And its all just too horrible to be allowed to continue or remain secret.

Please Help Expose and Stop Sadistic Targeting of Families

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Targeted in America

   When I look at the bigger picture I still feel that our government and America are victims of the technological targeting too - that we are all targeted in America. . .and I don't want to fight "the government." I want the Heart of our government to openly stand up for us and show that it cares and is here for us, so that trust and Freedom can start being restored.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

More Torture

Had a difficult round of targeting yesterday and am being painfully tortured today. Please stop.

Independence Day Wish

I wish America were completely Free from technological and pharmaceutical mind control, all forms of technological torture and all else that harms us. We need our Freedom Back.


Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make
a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Raven Warnings at Welfare Office

    I was recently forced to get a new EBT/food stamp card. I am not sure why. But they gave me a new card and a new number and as I went through this process ravens gathered at the Portsmouth welfare office and screeched out warnings of danger. And there does seem to be a danger, but I do not know what it is. I had never sensed anything bad there before. This is the first time. Have they been taken over - are they completely controlled now? Or is part of it being used by those who target us, like what had happened with the DOT and the birth certificate place? Are things now getting worse for government places too? It appears so. And its scary. I'd hoped things were getting better. Why are they not?

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Quest for Truth

   In the covert stuff that surrounds me, it is most often impossible for me to be sure of who is doing what, and what the intentions are, especially while I am still being targeted and while I do not have the safety and privacy and peace I'd need to recover and figure more out. I do not want to misplace blame and I am sorry if I have, at times. Please forgive me. I really need to talk to the Heart of officials who are fully aware of what has been happening. May TRUTH win in my situation as well as that of others who are being tortured and/or targeted in other ways.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Backtracking, A Piece of the Puzzle Solved and a Bit of Controversial Truth

 Yesterday I edited some of my posts and then was swarmed with ravens screeching out warnings of danger. Things definitely vamped up on me! So I put them back the way they were a couple days ago.
   In yesterdays edits I had tried to be in my heart and wanted to let the genuine good officials to know that I am not blaming them. I was also in a place of fear of good official help never being here for us due to my written concerns about some officials and the few things I've written about my experiences with the covert stuff in the past five years. (This has been an ongoing concern, especially since I have not been happy about how things have been.) My concern has magnified since more puzzle pieces have been clicking together after I recognized the "PI"/FbI? lady.

Update; I had started writing out some of what has been happening in this post, but didn't finish it, so I erased it. I had been fleshing it out in a word doc when the library shit down the computer and I lost it. But, I realized that I can not write it all out and figure everything out while still being targeted anyway, and especially not on infiltrated computers while surrounded by puppets who are used to harass me.

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Pharmaceuticals That Aid Technological Mind Control Found in Public Drinking Water

  I still strongly feel that some of the pharmaceuticals, which have been found in public water supplies, have been being, and are probably still being, intentionally placed there, in order to aid technological mind control. I feel that the pharmaceutical problem, even extends beyond this and is directly linked to the technological mind control and the destruction of the heart of humanity. I strongly feel that this, and the mind control, should be fully and honestly exposed in order for it to be fully stopped and stay stopped - and in order for humanity to be saved and have a chance to recover from its effects.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Awareness is the key to bypassing the general mind control stuff

    The technological mind control is most effective on people who are not aware and have been either drugged or shoved into deep states of trauma. Awareness is the key to bypassing the general mind control stuff and following our Hearts instead of the darkness that aims to take over humanity and rip loved ones apart...etc. Please help people to become aware and to resist and to pull together and help support each other. And please help all aspects of the targeting to be completely stopped.
    There is also a need for more officials to become aware that a severe mind control victim can be set up in many ways, in order for criminals to use our judicial system in one of the targeting  processes. Please help stop this from happening.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.