Monday, October 23, 2017

With the Heart of Honesty and Truth

With the Heart of honesty and truth
Mistakes can be forgiven,
Wrongs can be set right,
The darkness can stop
And Freedom will rein.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, October 22, 2017

A Grope for Courage

   We, Targeted Individuals have been too grossly misunderstood and disbelieved, instead of validated and helped and this has to change, because it is hurting us too much, on top of all else. Due to the mind control, many of our loved ones have turn their backs on us. Since the New York Times article about Targeted Individuals, I have felt literally sickened by the direction this headed in in 2016. I'd hoped for the opposite. But we must dig deep for the courage to push on and just do the best we can, even though our stand for freedom for ourselves, and the rest of humanity, is sometimes crippled by the targeting.
   Deep in the shadows of the pain in my heart a little voice whispers, "It will happen. The sun will rise for all of humanity." I don't know if it will happen in my lifetime. But I know it will happen - humanity will be set free and all levels of victims will finally get the understanding, validation and love that has been needed for so long. And, those of us who are gone will have hopefully left something behind that can help others to see the truths and what can never be allowed to happen again.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, October 21, 2017

The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control

   The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control is that it blocks our Hearts, our intuition, our instincts and stops the process of inner growth – preventing us (even children) from naturally maturing. The dangers in this cannot be overstated. I beg you to do everything in your power to help set humanity free. Please.

In order to attain world peace
Our Hearts must be set free

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Poem I Wrote in 2012

I don't want to be left to evil pretenses of helping hands.
I need to be comforted by those who can care to understand.
I don't want you to declare me insane for their hateful gain.
I need you to soothe my wounds instead of inflicting more pain.
I don't want you to watch from a silent distance while I die.
I need you here beside me as I pray to God and cry.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

What Happens to Them?

   Last Spring I started a list of Targeted Individuals, (TIs) out of a deep concern that, through the past few decades, they have been being abducted and forced into complete enslavement. I strongly feel that the most torturous parts of the technological targeting are often done specifically to force the victim into leaping into enslavement under the guise of it being a covert rescue. Many TIs suddenly become missing, torn from their lives and loved ones. I now believe that, with at least some of the TIs who are listed as suicides, their deaths may have been staged. I have two loved ones that appear to have been abducted.
   It hurts indescribably, the way that targeted families have been being torn apart. It appears that the ones who are less controllable and/or who become aware are torn from the rest of the family one way or the other. I have been isolated from my family and there have been repeated attempts to torture/force me into the covert "Rescue."
   What is happening to the ones they force to leap or the ones they abduct through staging their death? Where are they? What has happened to them? And what is happening to their loved ones? I believe that the abducted ones are probably completely enslaved and threatened into never returning to their loved ones - their lives as they lead them. . .or worse - brain damaged to the point of not remembering who they once were. And I feel that their loved ones, if they are not too effected by technological and pharmaceutical mind control, probably have feelings/intuitions that something is horribly wrong - feelings that prevent healthy grieving and closure. Its a horrible part of this holocaust, which is in desperate need of realization and prevention. I hope that it is not only exposed and stopped, but that those who have been enslaved are reunited with their families so that all can understand and recover.
   Sadly, this is probably not possible for some. Around the year 2013, while I was experiencing what appeared to be multiple groups zooming in to try to abduct me through a covert rescue, I was actually trying to give it the benefit of my doubt and thought there was some good behind some of it. But then I had a dream, which warned of a group of people getting me and holding me in a prison underground with other people whom they were actually eating. They were cannibals who lived in a wealthy estate. I know how gruesome this sounds. But I believe it to be true. I think that what happens to TIs who are being abducted probably depends on who gets them. If there is even the slightest chance that this is happening to human beings, it should be known and thoroughly investigated. And, like I said, I feel that it is indeed happening, but hope that it's not happening to many.

   A few years ago I had tried to get lists of Targeted Individuals, but was not able to. My concern has persisted, especially after Racheal Orbin (or Orbon) appears to have vanished and her name wiped out of my writings by those who infiltrated my computer. This feels really important to me. People should not just keep vanishing without a trace of them left behind. And their loved ones should know what happened to them. Its all just too horrible, no matter where they are or what has happened to them. So, I started making a list from youtube videos.
I am experiencing a laser shot to my heart, and then some other threatening stuff, as I write this!!!!

Youtube Link to a Few Targeted Individual Videos

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, October 15, 2017

I'm Scared

    I've heard it said that, in this targeting mess, "fear is the worst enemy." I guess that's true. But I feel scared. I am scared for my loved ones who have all been being targeted too, just in different ways. I am scared for my children and their babies and other babies that are being hurt. I'm scared for all the other families who have been being targeted. I'm scared for our law enforcement personnel, including the FBI and CIA, military...etc. I'm scared for America and other parts of our government. I'm scared for all of humanity. I'm scared that the dark infiltration had gained too much ground. I don't want to let fear make me fight against any of these places, who have been being hurt too, but it has. I have tried, in between rounds of crippling targeting, to hold my heart out to all of them, even those who have been used against me. I want to stay in that place, where my heart is stronger than my fear and pain. Its hard. I do the best I can. Let it go, my heart says...just let it all go - the fear and its fight. I wish my heart could reach a stronger hand out to those places where darkness has reined, so that more Light can filter in and help me to understand why their heart has not reached me. There is so much I don't understand. I want the good in America and the rest of humanity to succeed - to rise above the darkness that has had it running and hiding for too long - to stand in the Light for Freedom to be restored. I sometimes struggle to hold onto my vision of that - of things getting better and Hearts standing up and all targeted families and people saved and pulling back together to recover. Its hard to not be scared. Its hard to hold onto hope when that horrible darkness surrounds and infiltrates me and my loved ones and my country. . .and covert wars rage around the globe. Its hard. I'm scared. I'm still standing, but its a crippled stand. I'm scared. I'm still praying for all of us. But I'm scared. I'm still waiting for only good to happen for all of us. But I'm scared. I'm hurt and I'm scared and my strength has been being drained by the tortures and microwaves. I'm praying for strength.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, October 13, 2017

Yearn for Freedom Chapters

   I feel forced to share this prematurely,
and print it as I go due to interference with it.

Dedication and Introduction
Yearn for Freedom - Chapter One

Yearn for Freedom - Chapter Two

Yearn for Freedom - Chapter Three

Yearn for Freedom - Chapter Four

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Important Reminder

Please Read and Share this Post for the Children
Below is a new version of it plus an article from my older writings.

To Save the Children

   I was shocked to find these headlines, which read, "I think my child is Mentally ill" on top of a picture of a sad little girl who has the words "I feel sad," printed above her head. Below are a my photographs of the headlines in that magazine and my article on the subject.
   I hope those who wrote and printed this article are not offended by this. I don't know what their intentions were. Perhaps they believe what they have shared and had no ill intentions. If so, I hope they read this with their hearts and let it change their minds. . .for the sake of humanity's children.

  This ad was on page 10 of the the November, 2015 issue of the New Hampshire "Parenting" magazine. It definitely comes across as an aim to make people think that sadness is wrong or worse - that it should raise concerns about "mental illness" and even worse - that it should be medicated. Ads like this should raise red flags in all who care about children and the future health and safety of humanity, but does it? Do enough people realize what has been happening with psychiatric pharmaceuticals and technological mind control and the suppression of feelings? Obviously not. I hope all of humanity becomes aware, so that ti can stop succeeding.
   To me, this ad was a blatant reminder of the unhealthy push for false "mental illness" diagnosis, even on our little defenseless children, and it's pharmaceutical treatment, which often (if not always) suppresses feelings, prevents the healing process and blocks the child's heart. The "mental Illness" diagnosis clearly opens the door for the infliction of the types of pharmaceuticals, which aid technological mind control.
   A part of me is so upset about this that its hard to write about it. How on earth could anyone put out a message that implies something being wrong with a child for feeling sad? And who would even believe it? I guess the answer is, those who have already been controlled or brainwashed into thinking it is true. The real Truth is that. . .


   A child's sadness is an indication of pain that needs encouragement to be talked out or cried out or hugged out or all of the above. Sadness a natural feeling that should not be suppressed or medicated or prevented in any way or form. There is nothing wrong with a child who feels sad.
Sadness is one of the natural emotions we were born with. We were born with the capability of feeling it for a good reason. Sadness is part of a healthy grieving process, which helps us to release our pain. When we do not allow this process of feeling and releasing our pain our hearts become blocked and this is not good for us. Actually, its harmful for natural feelings of sadness to be suppressed and blocked, instead of felt and healed, especially in children. And, according to some experts in the field of psychiatry, it can be dangerous to give children psychiatric drugs. And the danger is seriously magnified when the medicated child becomes a completely controlled victim of technological mind control.
   The general holocaustal targeting has been pushing humanity toward being mechanical - into suppressing natural feelings of sadness, fear, anger...etc., instead of feeling and healing them. This blocks our hearts and prevents the healing process. All aspects of the mind control targeting have been literally destroying the heart of humanity. Children who have been medicated and controlled must be saved - set free. And the rest must remain completely free.

   Through the natural process of feeling our own feelings and thinking our own thoughts, as we experience our lives, we grow, we mature, we learn, we become wiser and more whole. This process of growth is what life is for. As we grow, our minds and hearts and spirits and souls evolve.
In my book, a lot more can be said about the value of Wisdom than that which can be said about schoolastic knowledge. Wisdom grows from direct experience. And knowledge is just memorizing other people's ideas, experiences, opinions...etc. Its good to learn from others. I'm not knocking knowledge. But Wisdom is what really fully knows.
   We all naturally acquire Wisdom as we experience our lives. But when the course of our lives are disrupted and our thoughts are not always our own and our feelings are suppressed, we become crippled and stagnant and blocked and heartless and meaningless and confused. And when we are technologically controlled by those who inflict these things upon us, we are no longer even fully alive - we become like zombies who have no individuality. This has actually been happening to people, including little children, who have not been allowed to mature! Please become aware of all aspects of the targeting of humanity and help stop it from continuing.


   I understand that there truly are people who have genuine mental problems and can function better with drugs. But I can not help but wonder how many of them, are being technologically targeted. . .and even if they aren't, how many would fully recover if they were not medicated and felt truly loved by another human being or if they had someone to care to listen and understand and offer a shoulder to cry on? How many are labeled and suppressed instead of being loved and healed? How many? And children? They just need to be loved and comforted and free.
   We must be free to think only our own thoughts. . .and to fully feel our own feelings, which enables us to heal from past pains, in order to be healthy and grow into all that we were born to be. I have strong feelings about this because it is directly connected to a large part of my work. Below is an article I wrote back in the 1990s. At that time, I was not aware of the targeting of humanity, but I was noticing the effects of it. This is for adults, because healthy, aware adults are good for their children. All children that goodness.

The Silent Epidemic
   Though most of us have heard that “it's OK to cry,” we don't seem to fully realize how incredibly important it is to allow a healthy grieving process after painful situations. We usually close our Hearts, in order to avoid feeling emotional pain. Yet, this closing of our Hearts, no matter how much or how little, is causing even more pain, because crying is what washes away the pain and allows us to feel deeper levels of love and compassion for ourselves and others.
   What I call, the "Silent Epidemic" grows and spreads each time we suppress our sadness. The Silent Epidemic is an emotional illness. I know this may sound a bit strange to some of you. But if you read the rest of this, and listen to the Wisdom in your own Heart, I’m sure you'll feel some of the Truth in what I m saying.
   Some say that sadness is "negative" or "depressing". Some go so far as to say that it's "un-spiritual" or "dark" to feel, release or express sadness! Some even think that “all we need to do is use our minds to choose joy instead," no matter how we are REALLY feeling! But my experiences show me that this avoidance of our Hearts - this suppression of our sadness, is THE very thing that actually CREATES the "negative" stuff in our world.
   I feel certain that humanity's health and well-being depends on each of us allowing the natural cleansing process of healthy grieving, because releasing our emotional pain is what opens our Hearts to deeper levels of Love, Joy and Peace.
   We habitually suppress our sadness, because feeling it can be uncomfortable and sometimes overwhelming, especially when it's not supported by the people around us. Even in the most supportive environments, it's difficult to completely embrace grief. Suppression is the easiest route to take, but certainly NOT the healthy one.
   Most of us were taught, from the day we were born, to stuff down our feelings of sadness; to "get over it", to pretend it's not there, and "put it behind us" as quickly as possible. Consequently, most of us are better at suppressing than we are at releasing our pain.
   We tend to even feel ashamed to go out in public after we've let ourselves deeply cry, because we don't want people to know we've been crying. We act as if crying is doing something wrong or shameful! We waste a lot of energy trying to avoid feeling anything but shallow imitations of joy. We stuff down our sadness with overdoses of caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, food, drugs, pharmaceuticals like anti depressants, TV, sleeping, thinking, working...etc. We tend to keep ourselves so busy and so distracted that there's no time to feel anything! And we often try to stop others from feeling their feelings, because their sadness triggers ours. And on and on and on the unhealthy cycle goes. I feel 100% certain that deeper levels of grieving/crying is an absolute necessity for the health of our Hearts, our families, our communities, our countries. . .our world.
   The "Silent Epidemic", is the widest spread, most dangerous epidemic in humanity. No joke! You may think I'm catastrophizing here. But I feel certain that I'm not. I feel that humanity is at a serious crisis point with this issue. There are far too many things that are pulling us out of our Hearts and preventing our process of personal growth. PLEASE think about this.
Sadness is not depressing! It's the suppression of it that depresses us.
   Suppressing sadness - the closing of our Hearts, appears to be the root cause of ALL the problems humanity faces on both personal and global levels. When we've suppressed too much, it blocks our Hearts - depresses us, or becomes anger that yearns to strike out.
   On the smaller scales: not allowing a natural grieving causes our Hearts to start blocking to the point where we also start losing our ability to feel deeper levels of compassion, peace, Love and joy. Greed begins attempting to fill the voids with money and possessions. Our connection to the deeper, wiser parts of ourselves and to the Highest Power, becomes more and more blocked. Is any of this sounding familiar?
   On the larger scales: severe suppression of sadness, causes Hearts to become so blocked that they begin filling up with unhealthy levels of greed, warped senses of spirituality, uncontrolled anger or hatred and a thirst for power over others. . .all of which are THE root cause of the destructive wars we experience between family members, religions, cultures, and countries. When Hearts completely block evil moves in.
   Now, I'm not suggesting that we walk around trying to cry all the time. But I AM saying that we should work at allowing the depths of our Heart's natural cleansing process - that we should allow and support a healthy grieving process far more than we now do. And I'm praying for us to take a deeper look at the damaging effects of the "NO crying/grieving allowed" messages, we deliver to our children and loved ones. I cringe every time I hear the popular Christmas song, "You better be good. You better not cry. I'm telling you why. . .Santa Clause is coming to town..."!!! I'm sure we would not even think of delivering messages like this to our children, if we knew how damaging it is. Sometimes, when I hear this song, I sing along and loudly change the words to, "You'd better cry...", because our individual Hearts need to utilize their natural cleansing process for our soul’s preservation and growth. The "Silent Epidemic" needs to be cured, in order for us to start healing our world, ESPECIALLY through the tough times we now face. It's OK to cry. It is! It really is.

Crying is like giving the Heart a shower
To wash away accumulated dirt.

We feel Love only as deeply as we allow ourselves to feel our sadness.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Yearn for Freedom - Through the Years

      What is in this section should be basically the same as what is in my "Ramblings of a Targeted Individual" and "Targeted in America" books, but with a more added and some light editing.
In my 2017 edits and additions to the statements below I am doing my best to be extremely objective and state the primary facts and not assume anything or get into too much detail. All the details are too difficult for me to do while still being targeted and not having the freedom to look through my journals and have time to process my feelings...etc.
   This is just a general logging of some of my most obvious difficult experiences, most of which (if not all) were instigated by the targeting. I hope they help validate other long term victims and show that there is too much that has happened to me to all be shrugged off as "just life" or just coincidence. The targetings are really happening.
   I'm sure there is more than what I have here. Puzzle pieces have been slow to click together, due to still being targeted, and sometimes even threatened and tortured as I try to figure it all out. Sometimes I forget things almost as fast as I remember them, due to the targeting's effects on my brain...etc. It is very difficult to look back, especially under these conditions. I am very overwhelmed with it all. This list has taken me years to do and to keep trying to perfect, in between rounds of heavy targeting and through some things being altered or erased...etc.
   I may not be able to prove most of the things I list here. But they all did honestly happen. And I hope they remain the way I have expressed them, this time, even though it is surely not perfect, under these conditions. Its the best I can do right now.

   Of course I realize that "life" happens - that accidents happen...etc. But there is so much that has happened in my situation, which is surrounded by chains of other strange and unusual things, that it just cannot ALL be cast aside as coincidental. Below is just an overview of some of the most obvious things.
 Updated Through the Years Statements

There is a lot more than this, especially since 2011, which has been the most difficult years, in general. But not much that is extremely obvious has happened. There has been more in they way of technological tortures and covert stuff, though. Its all become really difficult and I don't know how or if it will ever end. But I hope it does soon. . .for all our sakes.
    Since 2013 I have had a lot of confusing experiences that I am waiting for a better understanding of. I do not want to unfairly blame anyone. The targeting clearly aims to make us blame our loved ones and other community members, including fire fighters, police, FBi and "the government." The sad truth is that no arena has been completely immune to the technological mind control and its enslavement. Many people have been being used against heavily targeted people like me, whether they realize it or not. According to my experiences the field of medicine has been most heavily involved with the targeting, but in ways that are less obvious, because its all done under the guise of help. I hold, in my heart, a vision of the Heart of ALL these places pulling together and standing up for all of humanity, including themselves. It has to happen. It just has to.

I feel that most people, who are used in the program/secret society, would find the Heart to refrain from taking part in the targeting, and openly stand up against it, if they were fully aware of the darkness they were being used by, the ways in which it uses them and the long term effects of the technological mind control. Almost nobody, in their right mind would want to be part of enslaving and controlling fellow human beings. This a horrible holocaust and EVERYONE should be made aware and set free. And this is why I have been praying and begging for people, who are aware, to peacefully stand up and help inform everyone of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement of humanity...etc. Please help spread the word.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, October 7, 2017

Dedication in my Yearn for Freedom book

   I dedicate this book to all who have been being heavily targeted; to those who are aware and the uncountable numbers of individuals and families who suffer in the devastating confusion and self doubt that a lack of awareness can inflict. I hope we all soon receive the understanding, validation, comfort, love, help and protection that is desperately needed.
   I also dedicate this book to those who have been unwittingly enslaved -  either brainwashed or used in the covert harassment, and deprivation of help for primary targets, parts of the targeting. They are victims too. They need to be informed of what they are being used by and need their Freedom back too.
   And last, but surely not least, I dedicate this book to my children and their children and a free and safe future where they can all grow into the wonderful people whom they were born to be. I love you all so much and wish I could knock down that horrible wall between us. Hopefully some day, it will crumble with the proper kinds of help, increased awareness and our hearts pulling together.

May we all soon be set free, and mount the road to recovery,
 So that we can grow into all that we were born to be.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Introduction of my Yearn for Freedom book


   This book is being birthed with a pain filled, yearn for Freedom for myself, my loved ones and other fellow human beings. It is an overview of the general aspects of the targeting and my aims to expose it.
    I hope what I share helps to validate long term Targeted Individuals, who have had similar lives, including those who are not aware of being targeted. But this book is not only for, Targeted Individuals - its also for everyone else who needs to know what is happening, for the safety and well-being of all of humanity, including us. So, I have also included a few articles that I hope will help those, who are not aware, to understand what is happening. Please read it with your Heart and an open mind. Please push past possible doubts and search the Heart of your own instincts or intuition for the absolute Truths. . .for all our sakes. More specifics about the targeting can be found in my books, "Technological Holocaust" and "Targeted in America."
   The testimony chapter in this book does not contain a full testimony of my experiences. I am still figuring things out and its all very overwhelming, but it contains a bit more of my "Through the Years" experiences than what is in my Targeted In America book. My "Ramblings of Targeted Individual" blog and book contains more of my ramblings about day to day experiences and realizations since 2011, but has been interfered with in the way of being infiltrated and altered in various ways.
   This book, as well as my past writings on this subject, are not what they could be if I were not being targeted while writing them - if I were free to fully process things that I've witnessed and experienced in the past few decades, if I could talk to expert officials, and if I were free to pray for answers and trust that those answers could come without any sort of interference. In many ways, I am imprisoned, by the targeting, and every day is a struggle to survive and to try to understand what has been happening to me on top of trying to inform the rest of humanity. Its all been too much for me, under these conditions where I undergo vamp ups in the targeting, which includes threats, pain and interference with my thoughts and feelings, as well as my computers sometimes being infiltrated and writings altered. So, my writings are not perfect, but will hopefully be enough, for now. 

This may be fleshed out more, but had to put it here to preserve it.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Chapter Two to my Yearn for Freedom book

Parts of this may have been altered or erased when my files were replaced. I will replace it when I have finished it.

Dawn of Realization

    I have made four rough sketches on the Technological Holocaust theme The first one is on the cover of this book as well as below. It is called, "Technological Holocaust - Trapped" and reflects my feeling of being imprisoned by the darkness that targets me. Actually its more than a feeling, its been really happening for too long and is why I yearn for Freedom so deeply.

I started to realize that I was being targeted around the end of 2005. At that time I thought it was just some local occult that was harassing me, because of my writings about healing our hearts and bringing more Love into our troubled world. Little did I know.
   Around the beginning of September 2011, I started fully realizing the technological and pharmaceutical parts of targeting, and it's enslavement of humanity. It had been being depicted in my precognitive dreams, and that of other people, as far back as the year nineteen ninety nine. But, due to being so heavily targeted, and the fact that I could not have even imagined that such thing could even be happening, it took me a while to start facing it. As it began sinking in I felt literally terrified, especially after John Hall, a man who was familiar with the targeting, sent me an email which said, "You found out too late." Since then I have realized why he said that. Its true that it seems too late after heavy targets have been shoved into destitution and isolated from loved ones, as I had already been. It was too late for some things. But not for everything. And this is where my fumbling fight to expose and prove the targeting began.
   Below is the original first full statement I made about it on my personal website; (or I had also put it on my blog and facebook account, which I'd started around this time.

A TI's Cry Into the Silence of Doubt
9-29-2011 by Sharon R. Poet

   Please read this with an open Heart and mind, because the mental and physical well-being of humanity, as a whole, is in serious danger. . .Through the past two decades I had felt confused and even ashamed of being hit with such magnitudes of difficulties in my life. . .so much so that I have remained silent about some of it. I have fought to heal from each blow and climb back onto my feet through grieving and writing about it over and over again. But its been just too much!!!
   There have been times when I've come close to giving up, times when I felt confused about the origins of powerful doses of harmful energies being directed at me, times when I felt like I could not handle anymore, times when I'd thought I was going crazy, times when I have felt confused by the dark people who surrounded me and aimed to harm me, and times (like now) when I have felt too indescribably violated and terrified of what is happening. . .because there seems to be nothing I can do to stop it - no way out - no law enforcement agency that is willing to listen and do something to protect me. I have cried out for help over and over again. . .and have not been heard.
Words can't describe how I feel as I realize that I have been a "TI" - targeted individual, since the early 1990s - that there are many others who are going through the same sequence of events - that thousands of us are being slaughtered in what some describe as an "American Holocaust." I feel both validated and horrified at the same time.
   I also feel stupid, because, for years I had gotten forewarnings in my dreams about a "huge black cloud coming over us" - "a horrific disaster that would destroy large masses of people." Over and over again I had felt the disaster upon us and cried out to warn people. . . But I had misperceived these dreams and didn't realize that it was not a flood - that it was this horrific darkness that is secretly destroying countless people in ways that make it appear like a natural death, suicide, mental illness...etc.
   My experience started with harassing phone calls and invasions of my homes and privacy. . .then graduated to the taking of my Loudon, NH home, a suspicious fire destroying my next home and multiple deaths of loved ones, which were surrounded by the sabotaging of my vehicles, jobs and even my friendships - through lies, fabricated emails/letters and possibly even recorded phone messages. . .in what appears to be an effort to isolate me and prevent me from getting the help I have needed. (The details are unbelievable!)
   It appears that this same cruel process is also happening to countless other people, through satellite surveillance and attacks in conjunction with local organized stalking groups and occult groups who are harassing, drugging and threatening - virtually terrorizing their target and moving in to destroy every aspect of their lives. It appears that medical records are even being altered to look like we are mentally ill, so that nobody will believe what is really happening to us!
   I am in shock that this is not being immediately stopped by the USA government. The mental and physical well-being of humanity, as a whole, is in serious danger under the terrorists who are accessing satellite weapons and using them to either control or kill innocent people. (They also seem to be targeting, or manipulating the minds of, people who are close to their primary targets.) Most people seem completely unaware of this happening.
   I just tried to escape to Canada and underwent a couple terrifying weeks of being around the clock gang stalked, harassed, drugged, threatened and shot with weapons that put out some sort of electric jolt and/or harmful energy. They had appeared to be trying to abduct me twice and I took a couple hits to my head and chest that I didn't think I'd live through.
   I now have temporary freedom from some parts of this attack, but am still trapped and being hit with satellite attacks. It appears that because they have not been able to succeed with mind control stuff on me, they are aiming to kill me, abduct me. . .destroy me in any way they can. It appears that they have tried to frame me for crimes and have been literally trying to drive me to insanity or suicide or something else that looks like a natural death. I've been lucky on some levels, but my physical health is not holding up well. The microwave energy and whatever else they are shooting at me through most of the past two decades is taking its toll. I feel so incredibly hurt and violated its indescribable!!! I feel like a caged animal that is being cruelly mutilated in a country that boasts of human rights and freedom!
   Every day I pray over and over again for a way to stop this - a way to escape - a way to prevent this horrific slaughter from continuing. Answers have not yet come to me. I pray it is not too late.
I pray for the good parts of our government to help - to protect us from further harm until these criminals can be caught and satellites protected from such criminal use, but some say that our government is doing this to us for some sort of experiment and/or population control. . .etc. I don't know what to think anymore. I cry. God help us!!!

Sharon Rose Poet - A "TI"

   After my shock and fear subsided, puzzle pieces started clicking together and are still doing so. So what I share in this chapter is not even close to all of it and does not include hardly any of the small events that filled the spaces between the larger vamp ups in the targeting. Its just a rough overview.

   After the truth, about the technological targeting, started dawning on me I felt really scared and frustrated. I felt scared of what was happening and that it vamped up into seriously threatening levels as I began to talk to people about it and more intensely aimed to seek law enforcement and FBI help. And I felt frustrated that this part of the technological part of the targeting was not being acknowledged and stopped. As I look back now, I sense that there were some officials who wanted to be here for us and protect us from further harm, but just couldn't. My repeatedly expressed frustrations over the lack of protective help, is not against good people who just couldn't be. It rises from the pain and concern I feel for the people who have continued to be hurt, in various ways, including myself.
   It has become clear to me that those who target us have aimed to sabotage good, genuine help from reaching us and standing up for us. It even appeared to be manipulating things in ways that would make it look like I am just crazy, at strategic times. Literally every time I aimed to write a report I was hit hard with radio waves being shot into my head, in order to effect my brain function. I felt like my hands were being tied behind my back as I groped for help from many different people and places. I wrote the following poem around this time. It reflects my frustration and pain.

I am an unheard victim lost beneath the lies.
I am a tortured one - put on a list to die.
I am a rising wounded - begging for your aide,
Becoming a speck of dust in an evil charade.

   Then, as I did more research, and bits of soul searching, in between rounds of torturous targeting, I began to realize that various effects of the covert manipulations and mind control part of the targeting, not only extended beyond me and into my loved ones, but also into the rest of the world, including at least some of the places I was trying to turn to for help. I began to realize that some of them were victims too, just in different ways. I hit wall after wall after wall.
   In 2012 I nearly crumbled when I failed to help any of my family members believe that we have all been being hurt by technological targeting...etc. I'd hoped they would stand with me to help us and the rest of humanity. I wrote the following poem at that time.

I try to understand. I do.
As my pain retreats
The hand I reached
Out to you. Its true!

   I later realized that BECAUSE my loved ones have been hit so hard, for so long, is why they couldn't believe and embrace me. I can not blame them. They must be hurting too. And I didn't do a very good job with trying to convince my family of origin of the targeting. A lot has happened to all of us, through over two decades of me being almost completely separate from them and all of us being targeted in different ways. And I do not know if I could have reached them even if I had been able to be more persistent and less devastated by the results of my attempts.
   The targeting has built a giant wall between my loved ones and I, a wall that I can't even begin to knock down until they are aware of the targeting and can gain an understanding of what has been happening to all of us. I miss them horribly, especially my children, whom I have been forced to remain distant from since the end of 2011.
   After failing to reunite with my family, and convincing them of the targeting I had the choice of continuing to crumble or to pick up what was left of my faith and courage and set out to do more to expose and prove the targeting. I continued passing reports and information papers out to police departments, FBI offices and other government places. But I was not doing a very good job with my writings.
   Since the end of 2011 I have stumbled through my writings, which are about the targeting, under extremely difficult conditions - while living in my car, or short periods in infiltrated motel rooms, and through many rounds of painful tortures and threats and my computers being infiltrated and parts of my writings being erased or altered...etc. Through this time I have realized that some of my loves ones have been being enslaved by the targeting, exactly to what degree, I am not sure. But it hurts horribly that I have not been able to do more to protect all of us from further harm.

Oh wrap me in Love until it goes away -
The anger, the pain and all that they say.
Fill me with strength to persevere, survive
And do the best I can as long as I'm alive.
Throw me a line - a strong knotted rope
That I can hold onto when I lose hope.
Fill my Faith for all with a bit for me.
Help leery minds to finally see.

   After learning more about the technological parts of the targeting, I have been looking back over the decades and, as puzzle pieces click together, I see the emergence of a picture that portrays me, as well as my whole family, being targeted with technologies, possibly for experimentation as well as other things that it appears to have grown into, since at least 1970.
   I have been deeply concerned for us as well as other families whom I know have been being targeted too. I feel that the technological targeting is probably also happening to many other families around the globe - that many families have been being hurt through multitudes of issues, which are inflicted through technological brainwashings and other forms of interference with individual minds and emotions. I feel that families are even sometimes devastated by severe manipulations, that tear members apart, through things as serious as inflicting physical illnesses and staging deaths. It appears that, in a targeted family, some members are literally enslaved and those who are less controllable experience more torturous levels of targeting, which enslaved members can be used to help perform, even if its just in the form of deprivation of help. But ALL are being hurt by it. This truly is a critical situation should be fully realized and stopped as quickly as possible.

My Struggle With the Covert World
   It appears that, aside from the personal parts of the targeting, covert wars have been raging around the globe as well as around those of us who are being heavily targeted.
   Around the middle of 2013 I started noticing more of the covert harassment part of the targeting. Its all been so confusing that I dare not even write much about it at this point. Some parts of the cover stuff wants me to think it is help. Some parts of it are mean and perverted and obnoxious. Some parts of it are judgmental, as if performing some sort of spiritual test while observing me being targeted. And some parts of it act kind and encouraging. (I wonder how anything that is genuinely good, even succeed with covert messaging through other people, because its so obvious and the bad would surely notice more than I do. If I notice and know they would too. If it is somehow safe to send a puppet to give me a message then why even be covert - why not be here for me and give me something solid to believe in?) To me, its all in the dark, because its covert and not solid enough to be trustworthy or dependable. I find the covert stuff confusing beyond description. I regret ever even paying attention to it. Many web forums tell Targeted Individuals (TIs) to only focus on the covert stuff, but I feel that it is best to do the opposite - to ignore it as much as possible, because it can drive a person crazy faster then the rest of the targeting.
   Sometimes it seems like I am all alone and the rest of the world operates behind a secret covert vail, and I find it confusing and frustrating and lonely, to say the least. Between that, and the covert use of too many unaware people, as puppets, in our communities - people who are obvious mind control victims, I sometimes feel like I can not tolerate another day of it and seek peaceful places to be, which is hard while living in a vehicle and being followed almost everywhere. Sometimes it seems like most of humanity has been enslaved, especially the younger generations, and it is excruciating painful to be witnessing. Sometimes my heart just wants to scream, "PLEASE SET THEM FREE SO THEY CAN FOLLOW THEIR OWN THOUGHTS AND HEARTS - SO THEY CAN FEEL AND GROW AND BE ALL THAT THEY WERE MEANT TO BE!"
   I deeply yearn for Freedom for all of us. I yearn for humanity to return to being honest and open and direct and real and safe and caring and peaceful. I deeply miss all of these things, even though it now appears that, even when I thought I had them in my life, I didn't fully. But realizing this just makes me yearn for them even more and brings to mind the poem I wrote long ago. . .

If I were the only human left
On Earth's vast depleted nest,
Alone is something I'd feel less.
For I am drowning in the depths
Of its crowded emptiness.

   As I struggle to navigate my way through the covert confusion I have often gained understanding through nature, which I feel can be a source of comfort and help. As I watch nature and it's variety of dances, including doves gathering to show me that Love does still exist in our troubled world, ravens screeching out a warning when danger is near, deer meandering in to share their gentleness, squirrels gathering or eating nuts, a heron fishing on the rocks, a goose swooping down to stop a man from fishing, hawks circling the sky, an eagle soaring in to give me hope for America, a bee flying into my car when I feel too angry, a cardinal's warning of someone else's anger, flocks of sweet song birds gathering to let me know I am not completely alone...etc., I sometimes feel blessed with at least some understanding. However, to me, nature can sometimes be confusing too, because I have a hard time understanding symbology. I always have. I once overheard an acquaintance frustratedly telling someone, in regards to me, "You have to be extremely direct if you want her to understand." And I guess its true. Its just the way I am.
   I hope other Targeted Individuals find comfort in nature. For those of us who are long term targets, there is far too little comfort in our lives. I actually think that all of humanity is helped by God's other creatures and its just a matter of noticing and realizing. I think that those who target us are aware of this. If I think it and know it, they do too. But I think they knew before I did, because I have recently seen this scenario depicted in movies and books, which were made long ago. Its not my little secret. Nothing is totally secret in the targeting world. The good should become aware too, in order to even out the scales.

   I have sometimes wondered if they can control the rest of the animal kingdom too. Like I shared in my Tesla article, Velimir Abramovic stated that, "Our entire biological system, the brain and the earth itself work on the same frequencies. If we can control that resonant system electronically we could directly control the entire mental system of human kind." I'm sure this applies to the minds of other animals too, because I have witnessed them being able to control some animals in some ways. But, I don't want to believe that all the animals are completely controlled, because nature is too sacred for anyone to rightly mess with, and I need something solid and dependable to believe in.

A lot more will someday be added to this

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Yearn for Freedom book

   I have decided to make a whole new book, using the title of this blog - Yearn for Freedom. I am sharing it publicly, as I write it, because my writings in it are gain being interfered with. Part of it was erased and my storage device was effected in a way that would not allow me to save it. . .and then the Chapter Two page was exchanged with a previous one. I am not sure what they are trying to block out of it, aside from my statement about my past writings, which I share below.
   I feel sad. I was trying so hard to be just writing with my heart, and not about anything too controversial (just my own feelings and experiences) and hoped they would not have an issue. But someone clearly does.

 P.S. I have removed the statement from this post due to realizing that a word, which alters the meaning of something, was dropped from it. I have been having a serious problem with various types of interference with my writings.  Aside from alterations and erasing of important things, those that hound me have made it difficult for me to finish things before posting and printing them. Due to the harassment and interference with my brain (through radio waves being shot into it) I have developed the habit of starting an article by roughly writing what is on my mind and then fleshing it out afterwards. But I often feel forced to post and print it, prematurely, when they start altering things or erasing it or threatening me...etc., so that I will not lose it completely. As I worked on my Yearn for Freedom book introductions and first chapter, they replaced my files with a previous version, which erased things that I had added to it. Some of it was lost and I can not retrieve it and there is no point in sharing a crippled article, which I have already been forced to do too much of. I will repost it after I have fixed it, but I do not know when that will be able to happen. I beg those who do this to me to please stop and let me at least do my writings without any sort of interference.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017


 A gentle mist lingers
Between hills and trees,
Pretending the world is
At peace and totally free.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Honest Justice Can Not Be Served in An Enslaved and Unaware Society

Honest Justice Can Not Be Served in
An Enslaved and Unaware Society

Please help spread awareness that can help set humanity free

    I have been surrounded by so many dark judgements and threats or aims to misplace blame...etc., that it has left my heart and soul in a state of concern even if "help" were to finally arrive. My heart says that, surely, anyone in their right mind, who can listen to their Hearts, would know that torture victims need compassionate help, the kind that cares and understands and validates and reassures and explains and protects from further harm instead of inflicting more pain. This should go without saying, especially for those of us who are being literally tortured year after year and decade after decade. Some of us, myself included, have already been hurt too much. . .way too much.

As for those (often our own loved ones and community members) who have been forced/drugged/threatened...etc., or unwittingly deceived, into being used against us in the covert program; It is not fair to blame anyone who is not fully informed and not completely free to use their own minds, hearts and instincts - their God given free will. Please help set them free. If they were free and aware they'd be loving and helping us in every way they can. Please let them.

As for those of us who are being hurt by the covert program and are being technologically tortured...etc. (people like me); It is not fair for anyone to judge us for our attitudes, while we are still being targeted and before we have a chance to fully recover, because we can not function properly while our brain function is being technologically interfered with and while being tortured, drugged, threatened...etc., and are often in overwhelming states of distress and pain in between rounds of heavy targeting.

P.S. There are extreme criminal parts of the targeting too - people ARE responsible for the harm they freely chose to inflict, especially if that harm does obviously criminal things like raping or drugging or killing or implanting microchips without permission, tampering with things like brakes on our vehicles...etc. But much of the harassment and deprivation of help parts of the targeting are inflicted by our unwittingly deceived or technologically enslaved loved ones and community members who are mostly the types of people who would not even consider joining such darkness of their own free will and if they were aware of what is happening. (This applies to people both inside and outside the government.) They are victims too.  They need to be set free too. If the darkest forces have their way, they could continue to manipulate things so that victims are fighting against and blaming each other, causing even more chaos and pain, under the guise of exposing the targeting...etc. And this just should not be allowed to happen. Please help inform all of humanity about the dark covert program and help stop criminal use of all types of radio wave technologies, which can manipulate minds or inflict other types of harm.

Honest Justice Can Not Be Served in
An Enslaved and Unaware Society

Please help spread awareness that can help set humanity free

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, September 22, 2017

Dark Set Ups That Aim to Blame Victims

[ Update; I erased the top part of this post because there appeared to be a manipulation taking place and I am not sure of what it was, after having time to think about it. ]

   Like I have said before, even if some of the real criminal puppets were caught doing something to me I do not see how it could be resolved while its all under the influence of those who target me and can use technological mind control, on all of us through the process, as well as just set up whomever they want (of their own victims or puppets) to get caught and blamed. Even in legitimate situations this could become a dark playground for those who can manipulate the situation and just create more hell for me and possibly those whom they set up. The puppets, whom they have forced into the program, and used against me, either through drugging them or through deceitful coercions to make them think it is good help, should to be informed and set free instead of blamed. And this informing needs to be done by officials and not just people like me ehom they can be convinced are just crazy.
   In order for the targeting to be honestly exposed and stopped, the technological mind control and its enslavement of citizens, would have to be exposed, even if it could not be totally stopped right away. JUST AN AWARENESS of it could drastically loosen its grip and perhaps even enable protection for some of us.
   Clearly, without the technological parts of the targeting the vast majority of this hell would not even be happening. The worst of our problems, which desperately need to be exposed and stopped, are the technological tortures of victims like myself, the technological mind control, the secret society that lures people in under the guise of it being good and then uses them as puppets to help harass or harm fellow citizens like me, the forced enslavement of some of the "puppet" victims, other parts of the lethal targeting of humanity, and the secrecy that enables the continuation of this technological holocaust.

   Please do not use me to help blame victims who have been forced/drugged/brainwashed into and/or unwittingly deceived and used in the covert program that is used against primary targets like me. To be trying to do so, under the guise of "helping" me, does not feel good to me and it is not helpful.

Surely, almost nobody, who is in their right mind and has been informed of the Truths, would be wanting to go along with any part of the covert or technological targeting.

   Again, I beg government officials and the media to publicly stand up and expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, and the dark covert program (secret society), so that it can lose its grip on people, even if criminal use of the technologies can not be stopped immediately. It is not fair to blame anyone who is not informed and not completely free to use their own instincts and will.

   It has become clear to me that I have been being so heavily tortured due to my not being very controllable and due to my refusing to be falsely labeled as "mentally ill" and put on one of the pharmaceuticals (that aid technological mind control) and, in the past few years, my refusal to join and obey the covert program, which swarms me with too much pressure and harassment and threats and demands to obey or else...etc. I do not want to join or obey. I want it to stop hurting me and everyone else whom it uses in order to harass me. I want my community members to be set free. I want my loved ones and acquaintances set free. We all should be set free and allowed to openly pull together and support and help each other through these troubled times. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to understand/recover.

 Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017

Don't Listen to or Believe Dark Rumors...etc.

Dark slanders and rumors can only succeed when people foolishly listen to and believe them instead of casting them in the trash, and when people are not aware of the problem of covert targeting.

   In the targeting there are a lot of rumor campaigns that seem to work far too well, especially with technological mind control helping them along. I wish people would realize that this is happening to people so they can second guess what they hear or ask us about it.
   I have also received many threats about set ups, that supposedly happened in the past or threaten to happen in the future, in order to destroy my credibility...etc. These threats are used to try to make me leap into the program - into the "covert rescue" and permanently leave my life, in order to not be slandered or locked up in some way. Its been an ongoing part of the targeting that is very scary. But I do not want to give in to it. I'm sure that they already have too many threatened into obedience or silence or even complete enslavement in this way. My heart keeps telling me that the dark forces who do this to people would not be succeeding if more of us stood up and exposed what they do. Please stand up against dark rumors, threats and set ups so that they can stop succeeding.

What Does "Turn the other cheek" Mean?

   I do not believe in the popular perception of the biblical phrase, "Turn the other cheek," which I recently heard yet another time. I feel that the original meaning of this phrase must have just meant to not fight back - to not seek revenge, because this makes perfect sense and is a wise message that we all should heed. I feel that "Turn the other cheek" DOES NOT mean that we should welcome an abuser to hit us again - to let them keep on hurting us, because this is NOT a good thing to do. We are NOT supposed to be just silently letting people hurt us, because its not good for us or them. We are supposed to protect ourselves from being hurt and we are supposed to be helping each other to be safe and protected from all sorts of harm.
   In the face of any sort of assault or threat, the right thing to do is either turn our back and walk away or put up some sort of shield to protect ourselves from further harm. The shield, in many types of situations is to talk about what happened or is happening - to expose it so that it has a chance of not continuing to inflict harm through other people helping to protect us...etc.

   Sadly, in the technological targeting, most of us do not have a shield and there seems no way to get away from it. Too many victims have been enslaved and used by it against their own will and without even knowing what is happening to them. And too many of us continue being literally tortured for not being controllable enough and for not joining and obeying the program. The only shield we have is in the process of hoping to build one through standing up and telling the truth about what is happening to us (although we sometimes get tortured for doing so) and wait for officials to openly be here for us in ways that prevent further harm to us as well as our loved ones...etc. This is a horrible holocaustal situation that desperately needs a good positive end. God help us all to be totally set free and have a chance to recover, no matter which way we are being targeted.
   In my personal situation some of my writings have been my shields. Sometimes I tuck my shields into more private forums, (into emails or other things) in case I misunderstood or misperceived and/or it ends up not being needed. But it is there in case things are as bad, or worse, than they sometimes appear and I do end up needing it. There have also been times when I've taken down or hidden my shields out of fear, due to threats and tortures being inflicted upon me. But deep in my heart I have hoped that someone, somewhere, who is genuinely good, either got it or already knows and will be here for us - will fully stand up for us and America and the rest of humanity as quickly as is possible.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, September 18, 2017

"We Shall Over Come"

  The 1960s gave rise to a fight for Freedom and Peace, which appears to have built walls between "the people" and "the government." My gut feeling is that, during that time, Freedom was already being lost, in ways that few knew about, both inside and outside the government, by forces that were stronger than both sides put together, due to its secrecy and the lack of awareness.
   The following words came from a song sung by Joan Baez for people who were marching against the government. Wouldn't it be nice of these lyrics could be sung by government officials for the rest of us and by us for the government? Wouldn't it be nice if the wall could be broken by our Hearts and we could all be here for each other? This is how it should be. And I believe it is how it would be if technological mind control was not influencing too many on ALL sides of this horrible battle that grew into a silent darkness, which still hurts us all and should be stopped from doing so.

"Deep in my heart, I do believe.
We shall over come.
We shall be alright.
 We'll walk hand in hand.
We shall all be free."

For me, today, this vision of people, in my situation, standing up together for Freedom seems more impossible than ever. My heart is crying, literally, as I think of how things should be, instead of how they are.I hope things change in a good positive way, no matter how unlikely it appears.
Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

How Many?

   This song really touched my heart when I heard it played in a church on Sunday. It's message applies now as much as then, if not more so. "How many years can some people exist before their allowed to be free? How many times can a man turn his head and pretend that he just doesn't see? How many ears must one man have before he can hear people cry? How many deaths will it take until he knows that too many people have died?"

Peter Paul and Mary - Blowing in the Wind

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Beacons Needed

    I have felt, from the start, that we need the Heart of the main stream media and government officials to fully stand up and expose all aspects of the general technological and pharmaceutical targeting, especially the mind control and its enslavement of human beings...etc., so that Freedom and Peace and safety can be restored to all. I hope many of their Hearts will soon be free to push past the dark walls of silence and become honest and compassionate public beacons for us and America and the rest of humanity.

    My personal situation, as well as that of many others, still looks too bleak, but I guess I just have to keep surviving and do the best I can, with what I have to work with, and take just one day at a time. God help us all to find the strength to hold up until real help arrives.

P.S. Am really struggling today. I got a phone call that took hope instead of delivering it. I just want to cry and wish I had the privacy to let it out properly. :-( 

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

A New Focus

    I am trying to do things that are meaningful, but not too controversial, in order to help me survive, right now. I have realized that I am too distressed and am being too closely watched to safely do much with person to person distribution of information on the targeting itself, without it possibly endangering those whom I connect with, as well as putting me in more danger. This would be different if I were not so trapped and so alone in my stand – if I had people standing with me who were already aware of the targeting. But sadly, I still stand alone. Hopefully my web writings about the targeting are allowed to reach people who can do more. I’m doing a lot more praying and am making prayer necklaces, for the time being.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

My Older Websites Being Blocked?

  It appears that my and sites have been disabled. And my site has been redirected, hiding what was on it. I have not done anything with these sites for a very long time and so its certainly no mistake on my part. I ask those who have done this to please restore them back to the way they were.
   There has been a push for my older work to be repeatedly wiped out, forcing me to start over, since around 2001. I need it to stop. My websites, and any other aspect of my work, should not be being interfered with in any way or form. I am not starting over again. I want what I had restored.


Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, September 16, 2017

Please Donate Directly To Those In Need

    Please Donate Directly To Those In Need   Every time I am asked if I want to make a donation to a charity that is set up to help victims of disasters...etc., I say "NO. I believe in giving directly to people who are in need." And if I reach a point where I am not one of the ones who is in need, have extra money to give and feel drawn to help, that is what I'll do. I'd either go to the victims myself or have someone go for me, and see to it that, at least some of them get the help they need. If I were not being so heavily targeted I'd probably have started a website that lists victims in need and shares their stories and advertises for those who have an abundance of money to visit the site and directly give the victims of all sorts of disasters financial help. I find it extremely disturbing that some organizations get millions or billions of dollars in donations for flood or storm victims who continue to suffer, without adequate levels of help.

Please let your Hearts give DIRECTLY TO those in need.

    I feel that True help should come in ways that are needed and should go DIRECTLY TO those who need it. Money is ALWAYS the thing that is needed most, so victims can get what they need, even if one of those needs is a pack of cigarettes or a beer to help them numb overwhelming distress of their horrible situation. What is also needed most is good old fashioned CARE - the kind of CARE that does not judge or deprive or restrict.

P.S. I felt this way long before the rug was yanked out from under my feet. I know that I have been being deprived because of being heavily targeted. But it appears that many are targeted in the way of deprivation of BOTH care and adequate financial help, even during and after the supposed natural disasters that destroy their homes and neighborhoods! This just has to stop! And why the sudden vamp up in storms again? I thought there was a back off from weather modification technologies being used to harm. Please stop the covert wars.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Freedom's Peace

   I am changing my "Heart of Freedom" name to Freedom's Peace because I found another piece of jewelry that appears to have used the "Heart of Freedom" name first. Nothing comes up on web searches for "Freedom's Peace" so I'm using it.

Give us STRENGTH, find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.