Tuesday, December 6, 2016

A Comforting Song



https://youtu.be/4G-YQA_bsOU

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, December 5, 2016

Webs of Deceit

Twisted tangled webs
Of lies and deceit
Slither from behind
Tortures they repeat.
Souls stumble and fall - 
Unwillingly enslaved.
Until its finally over -
Humanity saved.

 I wrote this on third of December 2016.
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Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Confusion's Pain

 Confusion grows
From days gone by
As pain pierces
Tears un-cried.
Oh God, help us
To be set free.
Help all Hearts
To open and see.

I wrote this on third of December 2016.
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Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, December 2, 2016

The Silent Targetings

    I see news reports on whether or not vote counts are honest and I feel deeply concerned about  the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which surely prevents honest voting.

   I see news reports about an increase in diabetes in children and other types of debilitating illnesses in both adults and children. . .and I feel deeply concerned about the fact that  technological (radio wave) targeting can cause such illnesses, and that medical and pharmaceutical fields can make astronomical amounts of money from the suffering inflicted upon victims of these types of holocaustal crimes.

   I see uncountable numbers of citizens, around the globe, who have become aware of the technological and covert targetings and have been crying out for help with protection from ongoing, inhumane tortures. . . and I feel deeply concerned about why this not been being exposed and stopped, instead of people adding to our pain by assuming or pretending that we are just "mentally ill," and/or by silencing us through abduction or physical death.

   Everyone knows that the weather has been going crazy
and I feel deeply concerned about the weather modification technologies that can cause this.

More may be coming soon.

I wonder why, although I know,
And wait for Hearts to care to show.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

It Breaks my Heart.

  Each time I realize that I have not had the freedom to fully follow my own heart it breaks my heart.

After five crawling decades
Filled with wasted years
I grope to find no reason
Beneath our unshed tears.
Inside a torturous prison
And too much cause for fear
I wait for promised freedom
To stop grinding it gears,
And for a Light to shine
Beyond judgmental leers
That aim to inflict more pain
With little poisonous spears.
I struggle to preserve myself
Until the Light draws near
And Freedom Truly rings
For all victims to hear.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

A Slightly New Version of an Old Song I Wrote in the 1990s

My Prayer

God, if I have to feel this and can not fully cry,
Send a little Angel down here from the sky.
To give a little comfort. I can't do this alone.
Need Your Love here with me 'til I return Home.

If you can pardon - if you can forgive
What I have become here - how they make me live.
Let Your Light shine on me. I sit here in the dark.
Praying for Your Light now. . .even just a spark.

If I must experience darkness of Earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me so I can feel You again.

Those who try to help me, though some of them care,
These people just don't see all that's hidden there.
Where my soul comes from - the places I have been
Are too misunderstood here, so I cry once again.

I know I'll have to open to the depths of what I feel
But only freedom and Love can truly help me heal.

If I must experience my heart ripped to shreds
Hold me while I feel this. This pain is what I dread.
If I have to pay for the freedoms we have lost
Hold me as I suffer and dearly pay the cost.

If I must experience darkness of earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me 'til I be with You again.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

New Version of a Song I Wrote in the 1990s


My Prayer

God, if I have to feel this and can not fully cry,
Send a little Angel down here from the sky.
To give a little comfort. I can't do this alone.
Need Your Love here with me 'til I return Home.

If you can pardon - if you can forgive
What I have become here - how they make me live.
Let Your Light shine on me. I sit here in the dark.
Praying for Your Light now. . .even just a spark.

If I must experience darkness of Earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me so I can feel You again.

Those who try to help me, though some of them care,
These people just don't see all that's hidden there.
Where my soul comes from - the places I have been
Are too misunderstood here, so I cry once again.

I know I'll have to open to the depths of what I feel
But only freedom and Love can truly help me heal.

If I must experience my heart ripped to shreds
Hold me while I feel this. This pain is what I dread.
If I have to pay for the freedoms we have lost
Hold me as I suffer and dearly pay the cost.

If I must experience darkness of earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me 'til I be with You again.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...
to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, October 23, 2016

Call to Stand for Freedom

Call to Stand for Freedom

The highest ones of all
Are those who have the Heart
To care to answer the call.


Friday, October 21, 2016

Technological Mind Control Should be the Easiest Part of the Targeting to Detect

   The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in the article linked below, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/

   I'd like to also re-share previous statements, which reported a suspicion that future detection technologies could have a filter built in, which prevented the detection of low frequencies that are used for mind control. This was in the UK but it is not unreasonable to think that it could happen globally as well. http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

  It appears that the technological part of the targeting CAN be detected and proven with unfiltered detection technologies. And I pray for this to happen, so that it can not slyly continue controlling and damaging people.

   I beg government and military officials, around the globe, to do everything in their power to stop criminal use of all ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as the pharmaceutical targeting, which aids the mind control part of it, ASAP.

P.S. I experienced painful torture levels of microwaves being shot into by brain through the days that posted and edited this.

Saturday, October 15, 2016

The Garlic Experiment and Cyclotron Resonance?

  Until today, I recently went through another round of the technological part of the targeting backing off and a vamp up in the parasite and chemical part. As this happened my garlic started turning bright green as it cooked. This has happened before, at a time when ginger root also contained the same green color in most of the stores I frequented. After I told a store manager about it and posted it on this blog it stopped. All seemed normal again. The ginger root stopped being green. But now the garlic is again turning green.
    This time I went to different stores to buy and test the garlic. They knew I was doing this test and I had talked about it. Three times I tried and three times there was no green color appearing in even the garlic which had turned green yesterday morning and the day before. (above is a picture of the green garlic.) What does this mean?
   It APPEARS that the green color is not in the garlic when I buy it - that something is happening to it while I cook it. This again happening during a time when they are actively trying to inflict me with parasites leads me to believe that they are trying to prevent the garlic from being effective. (Garlic and ginger are great remedies for may types of infections and parasites.) What are they doing to it?
   I believe that radio waves, at certain frequencies, can have multiple effects on a variety of substances and that this is an area we need to know more about for the safety of all of humanity. I found this information in a book by Jerry E. Smith; "Laboratory experiments have shown that a minute quantity of a substance in a living body (an amount too small to cause effect) can be excited by exposure to EMR, through something called, Cyclotron Resonance, so as to produce effects as though there were up to a thousand times as much of the substance present."
   And even too much of a good thing can be bad and even lethal. If radio waves can effect vegetables and fruits in ways that prevent proper nutrition, or worse, in ways that can harm or kill, we have a serious problem that I hope is investigated and stopped as quickly as possible.


Please help stop criminal use of ground and
space based technologies that emit radio waves.


www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. After I did the garlic test the technological part of the targeting vamped back up. Prior to that it only been mild ringing in my ears and periodic painful laser shots that only lasted a few seconds and then stopped. Most of the time when they torture me it lasts a lot longer. I enjoyed the break, but I don't want the parasites and toxic food in exchange for it. I want it ALL to completely and genuinely stop. I'm hurting today and it has been difficult to focus on this article, but I felt it had to be written.
 
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, October 7, 2016

The Plight of Our Families

  I know that I have mentioned all of this before, but it deserves reiterating; I am not a "bible thumper" but I do believe that there are some good and accurate messages in the bible. . .and that prophecies are more for prevention than preparation.    The bible spoke of a time when the dark forces would be harming humanity through tearing families apart and inflicting horrible pain and suffering. I feel that this has already been happening and is being done with technological and pharmaceutical mind control, as well as covert harassment with rumor campaigns, in order to pit family members against each other - competing and judging and degrading and hating and separating, and sometimes even being brainwashed into believing bad things about each other. . .instead of Loving each other. 
   In some situations family members are literally tortured to death and the suffering spreads through all who care. In some situations a member is covertly torn away - their death staged. . .leaving remaining family members with the nagging feeling that something is wrong, which prevents healthy grieving and closure. In some situations a family member is shunned and isolated for extreme levels of torture. . .other family members blaming this primary victim and often blocked from even caring while the victim is stalked, tortured and shoved into poverty - bank accounts, homes, relationships and work sabotaged...etc. Some family members are fully enslaved and used to aid in the targeting of the isolated relative, sometimes cruelly harassing and instigating/manipulating the deprivation of the types of care and help that are desperately needed. . .and sometimes operating under a dark guise of "help" that aims to rescue/force the victim into the covert program that targets them all or to install a "mental illness," label, which strips vital levels of freedom from the victim.
    In these sad situations, where whole families are inflicted with technological mind control and used against each other, ALL family members are victims and all suffer in ways that no human being should have to endure.

    I feel that my whole family has been a victim of sadistic technological targeting since at least the mid 1970s. I am the one who was isolated from my family with them blaming me (some even used to help target me in various ways). . .and me blaming them until I realized the technological mind control part that targets us all.
   I feel that this is happening to far more families then most of us may want to realize and it needs to be faced and stopped as quickly as possible. I sense that the same sorts of sadistic pitting have been happening between citizens and government...etc.
   These truly are holocaustal crimes against humanity and criminal use of both land and space based radio wave technologies must be stopped as quickly as possible. The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting is the way it blocks our Hearts and prevents us from fully Loving and grieving and healing and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help restore our freedom to live and love and grow in the ways that we were born to.

Please help stop the targeting of families,
So that we can freely Love each other.

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. Many blame the technological and covert targeting on the government's aim to control us, especially those who are unwittingly enslaved into the covert program that targets us all. But these types targetings of families include families of government officials (my uncle worked for the FBI). They seem to be performed by a truly satanic/sadistic group whose primary aim appears to be to destroy the good - the Love and Heart and Soul and Togetherness and Freedoms that all individuals and families need, in order to grow into all that we are intended to be. Please do everything in your power to help immediately stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies. Too many have already been hurt.

The Keys to a Better Future

 The keys to a better future can usually be found in the past.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
 through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...
to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, October 3, 2016

Who In Their Right Mind?

    I keep wondering who, in their right mind, would even consider using technological mind control on fellow human beings, even if they did not realize that it interferes with the natural process of personal growth - the evolution of our Hearts and Souls? I beg all who are involved in it to please stop and turn your focus onto helping to stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as their aiding pharmaceuticals. Please help set humanity free.

God Doesn't Do It!

 God is the LOVE that helps us through it.

God Doesn't Do It! God is the Love that helps us stop it.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
through bullets hidden in microwaves,
 and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Whose to Know?

 Another hope lost for sorrows gain
In raven's lethal covert game
And whose to know the depth of our pain?

So much is lost in this Technological Holocaust. Sometimes its just too painful to bear. Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

I'm Sorry. I Forgot.

 In the depths of microwaved pain
I forgot it until my heart saw again.
But whose to know what is never learned
When lasered memories forget to return?
 I'm Sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.

    The technological interference with my brain has caused the usual short term memory losses that many victims report. Sometimes my micrpowaved brain has gotten lost in the dark trenches of despair. . .until my heart re-grabs the handle of that bucket of hope and that long tattered rope, which hangs from the Light.
   But I have also experienced memories of specific things (important things) being wiped out of my memory. . .until something triggers them and brings them back. Among these memory losses are the memory of getting an email from President Obama in August of 2015, and the memory of a bank account that had contained around 40,000 dollars and was my emergency back up fund. . .and it now appears to be too late for me to get it back. I can understand them making me lose money as they shoved me into destitution. My other account appeared to have been being drained too. But I am having a hard time understanding why they wiped out the memory of the email, especially since they appear to have also moved my blog post about it. They have tried to wipe my daughters out of my mind, but my heart aches for them still. Love sometimes remembers what minds forget. But not always. I'm sorry if I have forgotten things that you think I should remember. My memory will be better when my brain stops being microwaved. God help us all to be completely regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

A Hope For Us All

    I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, families, organizations...etc.

     Those who are responsible for the targetings, and technological enslavement of humanity, seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent, on people who have been deceived into thinking its a good thing or on unaware mind control victims whom they use. Please do not let this continue.
     Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on, and the resulting wars could go on and on and on. . . until we realize that too much of humanity has been being covertly targeted, enslaved and/or used. . .and we must stop the blaming and fighting and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would stand up, expose the targeting and its deceitful tactics and manipulations. . .and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up
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P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of problems or "corruptions." But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life the normal problems have been magnified to a dangerous degree. The only answer seems to be to fully expose it - to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening 
 
   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations, targeted countries...etc.


    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?Please help it to be exposed and stopped.

Monday, August 8, 2016

A Painful Batch of Ignorance in New York Times

   Around the time when the NY Times News Paper came out with the article about Targeted Individuals I was stranded in a parking lot. My computers were being shut down. My writings were being sabotaged. And I was  experiencing a serious vamp up in electronic attacks...etc. I was just able to read it a couple days ago in a library.
   The article was entitled, "United States of Paranoia...," which implies that united Targeted Individuals are just in a state of paranoia. Other titles in the article were, "A Growing tribe of troubled Minds," and "A pretext for violence," and "An ‘echo chamber’ of paranoia," most of which appear to have grown from the field of psychiatry.
  When I read it I felt sad. . .incredibly sad. And I find myself wondering if the author, or New York Times, have even done any research into the technologies that are being used on us, or on the field of psychiatry being suspected of inflicting "false mental illness labels" on victims of eugenics based targetings, or on the fact that states, like Michigan, have even passed new laws against "gang stalking" because it is a VERY REAL crime that has been hurting many people.
      And, even more important, have they considered the additional suffering and pain that is inflicted upon us Targeted Individuals when we are publicly degraded and misjudged - that even just statements like "most likely delusional," can leave us to continue suffering the effects of VERY REAL technological tortures, covert harassment. . .and other false judgments, which prevent the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.

   Articles like this one feel like another part of the targeting. They hurt us and they prevent the compassionate understanding and comfort that we desperately need from our fellow human beings. We should not have to prove our sanity on top of all else that we are struggling to survive. http://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html

   I beg the media and general public to give us "Targeted Individuals" the benefit of the doubt that is being raised by those who target us and those who are not aware of the various types of technological targeting, which are happening to many more than just TIs who are in the web.

Please keep an open Heart and mind

   We need your support and help. We are not just "mentally ill." But we are not OK - we are being hurt and are suffering indescribably. We are victims of holocaustal crimes. . .crimes which need to be publicly acknowledged and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity

Please help us instead of adding to our pain
We desperately need good, aware Hearts to stand up for
 us as well as humanity's freedom. Please be those Hearts.

 P.S. My Amazon books and websites have been being blocked from web searches through the past few months.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
 through bullets hidden in microwaves,
 and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
 that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Old Into the Light Book

Introduction to my old "Into the Light" Book

"Into the Light" will someday become, "The Covert Puzzle" book.

Friday, June 17, 2016

A Sunrise for Humanity

 Heights of Wisdom last chapter, "A Sunrise for Humanity"

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden
 in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
 that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Humanity's Worst Enemy is Technological and Pharmaceutical Mind Control

  Humanity's worst enemy is technological and pharmaceutical mind control and the secrecy that allows its continuation. And it has to be exposed and stopped, in order for the mind, heart and soul of humanity to regain its freedom and recover.
   Within the secrecy of the mind control, and its negative programming,  the heart of humanity has been being replaced with greed, selfishness, arrogant quests for power over others and the chaos of victims blaming victims...etc. This must stop.
   Some of my past writings are prime examples of how we can easily misplace blame or misunderstand what is happening when we are not aware of being targeted and are not aware of the mind control grip on other people and organizations. Once we know about it, we realize that the only thing, which deserves full blame, is the technological and pharmaceutical mind control. . .in most situations. Without the mind control and its secrecy most of our other problems will cease to exist. Please help it to be exposed and stopped, without inflicting more pain upon its victims
 
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, June 13, 2016

Heights of Wisdom

Heights of Wisdom 
The Conclusion

   Wisdom is an elderly, negro woman who was thought to be Jesus and was the primary character in a story I wrote, ("Heights of Wisdom") from the summer of 2004 to January 2006. I was forced, by heavy targeting, into discontinuing it before it was finished. Parts of it were even erased by those who infiltrate my computers. But I am writing a positive pre-conclusion to it, which is helping me to have a constructive focus in the mist of the hell I am experiencing. This conclusion will be short, because of ongoing targeting. The full conclusion will happen when I have regained my freedom from all levels of the targeting.
   Within this story Wisdom returns from a long spiritual retreat to help a woman who was trying to help save the Heart of humanity, before both she and her work were heavily targeted and she became trapped and was at her wits end. The woman told Wisdom about the Technological Holocaust and the enslavement of humanity through pharmaceutical and technological mind control. Wisdom decides that they need to finish some work, which already has a good start in two stories called, "The End of the Infiltration" and "Vision of a World with Heart."

The Sun is Now Rising for All of Humanity
Humanity is Embracing its Heart
And Setting Love Free.



Find More on "Heights of Wisdom" Blog
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com

For the Heart of Humanity

   This video is not done very well. I made it when I was in physical pain from being heavily microwaved. But I hope it touches your Heart. Within it I aimed to address the crisis of pharmaceutical and technological targeting in America. But I feel this is a global crisis. I hope it helps all of us to regain the freedom to feel and think and heal and grow in ways that we were born to. Please also watch the others on its playlist.


https://youtu.be/rxljJxhKxTE?list=PLQONgELhN0SVk7HddTQakxPYm60tRUH7G

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Why?

Why do too few realize the suffering that silently grows within
the world's worst holocaust? Why do too few care? Why?
Please help break the silence.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.