Monday, June 26, 2017

Calling All Hearts Again

 I recently updated this one page paper.
Please print it out and pass it to as many people as possible.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Chemotherapy Concern

   Some forms of Chemotherapy may be good for some types of natural illnesses. I really do not know much about it. However, I feel that there is a type of chemotherapy that can be extremely damaging to our Spirits and cause a sort of inner death, which greatly aids technological mind control.
   My concern started in 2006 when a doctor told me I was nearly dead and needed chemotherapy. At that time, I'd had a dream which showed my illness being caused by dark energy being shot at me and had felt that the chemo would be even more damaging to me, so I refused treatment. I now feel that the "dark energy" was the microwaves/radio wave targeting and that, at that time, it was being done in ways that were intended to force me into medical treatment, including chemotherapy. I am so glad I didn't let them do that to me. And I hope other people listen to their instincts above all else, when it comes to taking any sort of pharmaceuticals. Doctors do not always know what is best for us. It appears that, in this holocaustal targeting, they are sometimes even used to hurt us. I hope it is all exposed and stopped soon.

   I feel that there are many different types of pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control, and have been being pushed onto people who are not really ill, but are experiencing microwave/radio wave targeting, perhaps just to be put on the meds for monetary gain and/or to aid technological mind control.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Bits of Validation

 When I run across bits of validation from sub media forums that are standing up for us Targeted Individuals, (TIs) I feel grateful. I deeply appreciate their courage. And I'd do more to thank them in comments on their articles, but I have been being blocked from them.
   I have concerns too though, because most of the exposure in the sub media seems to focus primarily on the "gang stalking" and is laced with blame against our families and/or the government, which is understandable, since these are the places we have been being programed to blame. And their silence...etc., makes them look guilty. Its easy to blame them when we are not aware of the extent of the technological and pharmaceutical mind control which can seriously influence not only our loved ones, but also community members in all arenas.
    The technological mind control is a critically important component in the sadistic targeting, because it is used on our loved ones and community members, in order to keep us isolated and disbelieved and unhelped and sometimes even completely forgotten or framed fro crimes...etc. Much of humanity appears to already be enslaved. Most of the covert harassment  appears to be done by mind control victims who are unaware of being used.  Some of them appear to have been recruited or tortured into the covert program under the guise of it being good and "helpful." This level of the stalkers are used to try to abduct and enslave us under the guise of it being a covert "rescue." Some appear to be torture victims who have been recruited, by their own abusers, in order to seek revenge on those whom they are convinced have been torturing them, in a covert war for freedom that merely adds to the horrible destruction of it. In one way or another, most of them are victims too. But some are actual criminals who do things like tamper with brakes on vehicles or shoot things into tires or spray something on our windshield that prevents us from seeing through it when it rains or drug and rape us, or steal from us or destroy our property, or put parasites in our food or on our clothes in public...etc.
   We TIs also experience the mind control in ways that sabotage relationships and block our hearts and sabotage us getting the proper kinds of help, can make us appear "mentally ill," or make us forget important pieces of evidence, or make it look like we are just catastrophizing things that are really even worse then we can express...etc. The tortures and mind control can practically drop us to our knees in physical and/or emotional agony one day and then make us look happy and OK - like nothing is really happening to us the next day.  The result can be devastating and like being trapped in a desolate public prison.
    Aside from the covert harassment (gang stalking), and the parasite targeting and chemical/bacteria targeting, and the technological mind control, we also experience technological tortures to various parts of our bodies, especially in our head and breasts and pubic area. We are experiencing horrible, holocaustal levels of physical and psychological torture, while being surrounded by people who are not even free to follow their own minds and Hearts and realize or believe or care about what is happening to us. This is more excruciating then words can express, especially when we are not aware of the mind control that uses people to either prevent or withhold various types of help or limit and control the amounts of financial help we get once we are shoved into destitution. We are in desperate need of compassion, validation, understanding, protection from further harm...etc.

   The darkest core of the sadistic targeting is criminal use of radio wave technologies, which has been performing various types of mind control and torture upon much of humanity and it must be quickly stopped. Please help to stop it from continuing - Please help set humanity free.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, June 19, 2017

Chemotherapy Concern

   Some forms of Chemotherapy may be good for some types of natural illnesses. I really do not know much about it. However, I feel that there is a type of chemotherapy that can be extremely damaging to our Spirits and cause a sort of inner death, which greatly aids technological mind control.
   My concern started in 2006 when a doctor told me I was nearly dead and needed chemotherapy. At that time, I'd had a dream which showed my illness being caused by dark energy being shot at me and had felt that the chemo would be even more damaging to me, so I refused treatment. I now feel that the "dark energy" was the microwaves/radio wave targeting and that, at that time, it was being done in ways that were intended to force me into medical treatment, including chemotherapy. I am so glad I didn't let them do that to me. And I hope other people listen to their instincts above all else. Doctors do not always know what is best for us. In this holocaustal targeting they are sometimes even used to hurt us. . .and I hope it is all stopped soon.

   I feel that there are many different types of pharmaceuticals, which aid the technological mind control, and have been being pushed onto people who are not really ill, but are experiencing microwave/radio wave targeting.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a
STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.
www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. I am concerned for the wife of someone I know who was recently diagnosed with cancer and is undergoing chemotherapy. Due to my connections with them, I feel that they are probably being targeted. I hope it does not damage her in the ways that enable complete technological enslavement or any other form of death. I hope she is saved. And the same for all others who suffer due to cruel technological targetings.

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Deprivation of Nurturing Nourishment?

  In the early 1980s I had two babies whom I had wanted to breast feed. But I was forced to give them formula due to experiencing excruciating pain when I tried to nurse them. This happened with both of my children. Now that I am aware of the sadistic targeting I feel that the pain was technologically inflicted, in order to deprive my children of the mother-child bonding that breast feeding can provide and/or to force me to give them formula instead of the natural milk that would have been better for them.
   This leads me to wonder about baby formula. Since certain types of pharmaceuticals aid technological mind control, and have even been found in public drinking water, is it possible that baby formula could contain traces of at least one of them? I hope someone investigates to find out.
  No matter what may or may not be in baby formula, surely a mother's natural milk is what is best for children. I'd like to urge parents to breast feel their children, no matter how inconvenient it may be, so that the babies can receive the healthiest food and the nurturing bond that nursing can provide. I wish I could have done this. Not being able to was hard for me, because it felt important to me, even back then – before I was aware of the targeting.

   Please help our children - humanity's future, to be free of pharmaceutical and technological mind control so they can grow into all that they were born to be. And please do everything in your power to stop criminal use of ground and space based technologies that have been being used to target people, including defenseless mothers and babies.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Please Help Stop Technological Mind Control from Continuing to Destroy Humanity

  My writings have contained a heavy focus on the technological and pharmaceutical mind control because I feel that it is literally the worst thing that has ever happened to humanity. The infliction of technological and pharmaceutical mind control prevents the natural process of personal growth and can block or interfere with our Hearts and our ability to listen to our natural instincts....etc.
   In my dreams, through the past decade or so, my children are depicted as being young children (under ten years old) even in current circumstances. And I strongly feel that this is because their natural process of inner growth stopped when the technological mind control vamped up on them around the late 1980s. This leaves me deeply concerned for them as well as the rest of humanity.
   Even if you do not believe in dreams, or my interpretation of this scenario, I beg you to listen to your own common sense, which can tell you that ANYTHING, which interferes with our natural process of thinking and feeling also interferes with our natural process of personal growth. And our natural process of personal growth is needed, in order for us follow our own Hearts and grow into all that we were born to be so that we can do our part in making our world a better, safer, healthier and more loving place to live. Humanity needs to be set free and our children - our future need to be protected from further harm.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block our most valuable tool - our Hearts. Just look around the world and see its effects through the past few decades.
   Technological mind control can interfere with, or even completely block natural instincts, which are needed by every human being, especially those who work in professions like law enforcement - from local through federal. Please THINK about this and the ramifications of dulled or blocked instincts in mind control victims of all kinds. I beg all levels of law enforcement to openly stand up against technological and pharmaceutical mind control for them selves as well as us.
   The list of harm that technological mind control has been inflicting upon humanity could go on and on and on. It is just too horribly wrong and intrusive and damaging and it has to be stopped ASAP. Humanity needs to be free to think and feel and grow...etc.

   Please help set humanity free from technological mind control and the pharmaceuticals and torturous technological targetings that aid its process, as quickly as possible. Please do everything in your power to help stop criminal use of all space and ground based technologies which can emit radio waves. . .as quickly as possible.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, June 10, 2017

An Optomistic Prayer

   I have delivered an idealistic prayer request to not only regain Freedom for us all, but also for me be able to fully recover from what has been done to me and then live at least 40, safe, healthy, peaceful...etc, years in this lifetime, before I go to my REAL Home - the Home of pure genuine Love. I have lot of living to make up for and I am sure that many other people do too. I hope we all get that chance to freely live in a world that does not interfere with anybody's natural thoughts, feelings and processes of personal growth...etc.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, June 5, 2017

For Forgiveness to Blossom


   There are many things that I have been feeling confused about or hurt by and I hope for this hell to end with freedom being regained and direct/overt, positive resolution, in all places where it is possible, so that forgiveness can blossom.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Vision of Love


    Long ago, I had a vision, which showed the Heart of humanity standing up and saving itself from further destruction. So, I pray for God to send us the Love that will save us, save America and save the rest of humanity - the Love that will restore our Freedom and safety - the Love that will work through every Heart that allows it.

You can be a Dove. All its takes is Love.

P.S. I do not want to offend or alienate any level of any agency that could possibly help this hell to end and our freedom to be genuinely restored. I wish that the good/uncontrolled Hearts, in every level of government, would pull together and stand up for us and America and humanity. I wish.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

No Matter What They Say



My heart keeps assuring me that GENUINE help will empathize and be here for us, in every way it can, no matter what we say or do or write.

I'm trying to keep my hope alive.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

My Spiritual View

   I feel, with every fiber of my heart and soul, that "God is Love" and that the only way to God is through our Hearts. And this is why it is so critically important that the technological and pharmaceutical targeting, which has been blocking the Heart of humanity, be stopped as quickly as possible. Please help save the Heart of Humanity from further destruction.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, June 3, 2017

From Vengeance to Freedom

   In a free world we are able to stand up for what we feel is right, and stand up to publicly expose what is wrong, so that things can get better. In an enslaved world, where sadistic technological mind control has been inflicted, the opposite can happen and this is too unfortunate.
   My experiences have shown me that the technological mind control programming, that has been being used to enslave humanity, pushes severe victims, or covertly uses unaware victims, to seek vengeance against grievances instead of doing the functional listening and looking at and altering behaviors...etc. This creates a horrible situation for people in my type of situation. There are many times when the more I felt and said or wrote about the wrongs/crimes that have been being committed against me as well as many others, the worse things got for me. They'd retaliate instead of caring and striving to make things better. And this has appeared to happen in almost every arena that I have been associated with.
   Clearly we are not living in a free world. It appears that most of humanity has already been enslaved and is influenced by a horribly dysfunctional, often cruel, technological mind control programming. This is a critical holocaustal situation, not only for people like myself who are being heavily targeted/tortured, but also for those who are enslaved by, or used in, the sadistic covert program. But the answer is not to cower in fear as they seek revenge, although I have been doing my share of this, even recently. Its a scary situation I am in! But my heart's Wisdom says that the primary answer is to let our Hearts. . .

Openly stand up for Freedom for all
until it has been completely regained.

Please stand up for Freedom, instead of seeking revenge against me.
Please stop the covert wars and peacefully stand up for Freedom.
P.S. We need more people peacefully and publicly standing up for Freedom from technological mind control...etc.,, especially media and government officials of all levels, in order to stop it from continuing and growing. . .and to start restoring the Heart of humanity.
 
   Its still OK to embrace and share our feelings. It will just
be a lot easier to do when our Freedom has been regained.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, May 25, 2017

Vision of Love

  Long ago, I had a vision, which showed the Heart of humanity standing up and saving itself from further destruction. So, I pray for God to send us the Love that will save us, save America and save the rest of humanity - the Love that will restore our Freedom and safety - the Love that will work through every Heart that allows it.

You can be a Dove
All its takes is Love.




Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Calling All Hearts Again

   Please print and pass this paper to as many people as possible as quickly as possible. It is a shortened version of the one a did a few years ago;



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way 
Through bullets hidden in microwaves, 

And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND 

That saves our lives and FREEs our land.

My Goal is Freedom and Recovery of the Heart of Humanity

   I have been doing my best, under extremely difficult conditions, to expose the covert targeting and enslavement of humanity, especially the technological mind control, which appears to be delivered through things like satellites that can shoot disruptive and/or brainwashing radio waves into the brains of people as easily as it can shoot them down for internet access, and is aided by certain types of pharmaceuticals, which have been being pushed onto masses of unwitting people. I strongly feel that the technological and pharmaceutical control of humanity is a critical holocaustal situation that must be remedied as quickly as possible, because it has been destroying the Heart of humanity and appears to be growing dangerously fast through the past few decades
   I feel that our precious Freedom must be quickly regained, and understanding of what has been happening delivered to all, so that recovery/healing can begin.
   Heavily Targeted Individuals, (like myself) have been being hurt/tortured in ways that are grossly inhumane, to say the least. We, including those who are not aware of being targeted, need validation, understanding, compassionate help and protection from further harm (of all kinds) including from technological tortures, technological mind control, covert harassment, false mental illness labels, parasite and chemical targeting and the sabotaging of our work, homes, relationships, health and lives...etc.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sabotaged Medicine

    I recently tried to make garlic tincture to aid with the parasite and bacteria parts of the targeting and the garlic turned bright green, like it has when I cooked with it. But this garlic was merely minced and put into vinegar.
   Decades ago I used to make garlic tincture and it never turned green. I do not know if it is something being done to the garlic before I buy it or if it is being microwaved as I aim to use it. But either way, my modes of medicine have been being sabotaged.
   Many years ago, before I was aware of being targeted, I suddenly started getting excruciating head aches after eating garlic and was baffled by it. I now think I was being technologically tortured for eating something that prevents parts of the targeting from succeeding. Similar things have happened when I aimed to do other types of medicines...making me think that my body was having an adverse reaction to them. This was so severe that it landed me in the emergency room one time.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, May 8, 2017

Third Technological Holocaust Drawing

    I finally put the finishing touches on the third drawing I started in February. It is called "Confusion." This picture of the drawing is a bit blurry, but is the best I can do right now.

Technological Holocaust - Confusion by Sharon Rose Poet


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Weather Modification?

  Whenever I see unusual weather patterns, like the ones that are now happening and causing record levels of flooding, I can not help but wonder if it is being instigated with criminal use of Weather Modification Technologies and/or laser weapons that can break things like eddies and dams. I hope that further devastation can be prevented by positive use of such technologies and the prevention of criminal use. I hope that stalled storm systems can be pushed out to sea instead of dumping too much water in the Northeast in the next week...etc. And God help places like Missouri and Arkansas! I feel for those who have lost homes and hope they are getting compassionate and uncomplicated help.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, May 1, 2017

Its never going to be "too late"

Its never going to be "too late"
For Love to save the human race.
And Love works through anyone
Who has the Heart get it done.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Cryptic Dreams

Cryptic dreams from years gone by
Build a shield as my heart cries
And ravens move in to construct
Roads that have run out of luck.
Oh dear God let them be safe.
Doves can save the human race.
And Hawks that soar above it all,
Oh let them break the darkest walls
So Eagle's Heart can be set free
For all of them and you and me.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, April 29, 2017

Voice of a Targeted Individual

   They took most of; my dearest loved ones; my home and gardens; my dreams; my privacy; my peaceful sanctuarys; my safety; my trust; my freedom to love and think and live and feel in ways that are natural to me, without being tortured; my ability to pray and wait for answers without interference; my work and financial security...etc. And they still want my voice!




Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Web Forums With Changable Posts Feel Unsafe

   A few years ago, when facebook changed to the format of posts being alterable/editable I pulled away from that forum out of concern that my posts could be altered by those who target me and had already infiltrated those accounts more than once. I had also experienced the alterations of posts that I had commented on in a poetry forum where posts were editable. The alterations of either our writings or those that we comment on can create really bad situations for Targeted Individuals.
   This concern is raised again lately as I go through a round of making comments on a few Targeted Individual youtube videos, because those are now changeable as well. I hope what I write remains the way I wrote it, especially since I am now too broke to even do print outs of my writings. And I hope that things I have commented on remain as they were when I made the comment.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

New Page for Targeted Individual Videos

   In my recent round of looking for Targeted Individual videos I have found that there are a lot of new ones on the web in the past couple years. But, sadly, many of the older ones appear to have vanished. I, of course, can relate to a lot of what is in them and I can recognize some of the typical stages of realization. But, to those who are not aware of what is happening to us they can be confusing. So, please watch them with your Heart.

  Targeted Individual videos are desperate cries
for understanding, care and the right kinds of help

   We desperately grope for who and why and how where there are too few answers. Is it this one or that one or coworkers or community members or my family or the government...etc.? But the manipulations and misinformation and interference with our brains makes it hard to be objective and often impossible to present ourselves as well as we could if we were not being targeted. When we look through our justifiable anger, from the prison of hell that our abusers have us trapped in, they all appear responsible, because some of them are involved either through participation or through an inability to protect us or through a baffling, careless, blind disbelief, which even tends to assume "mental illness" instead of giving us the benefit of doubt. If we are able to reach the point of realizing the horrible technological and pharmaceutical mind control's enslavement of humanity, and are able to look at the bigger picture, we can see that they are all victims too. But this is often too difficult to do while being tortured and feeling scared and desperate for help, especially in the initial stages of realizing that we are experiencing sadistic targeting and often being told that our own government...etc., is torturing and harassing us. Please excuse us and try to understand and care instead of judging us. God help us all.


 New Page for Targeted Individual Videos

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, April 17, 2017

Cover Up of Technological Targeting?

Crippled Grope for Help
   It appears that those of us who are aware of, and have been exposing, the technological parts of the sadistic targeting may be in danger of being inflicted with other things that our symptoms can be blamed on - things like parasites or tumors or other ailments that appear to be natural but are also inflicted by those who target us. (They can not call us ALL "mentally ill" so I guess they need other avenues to cover up the technological targeting, especially that which is inflicted through space based technologies.) For example; a victim who "complains" about being lasered in the pubic area may end up with a parasite infliction that it can be blamed on. (This happened to me.) But the victim knows, because there is a very noticeable difference between the different types of inflictions. I also feel that things like morgellons has been being inflicted upon heavily "Targeted Individuals" so that the technological tortures can be blamed on the parasites...etc.
   Of course, "life happens" - people do get ill from natural causes...etc., (and it appears that humanity has been being experiencing parasite targeting on a massive scale) but the technological targetings are also happening. The inflictions to cover up the technological part of the targeting should not stop us from standing up against it, it just needs to also be exposed so they can not get away with it.

   They have periodically inflicted me with various types of parasites, including literally shooting ticks into my car last summer. Puppets walking or standing close behind me and putting something in my hood or on the back of my head has happened a lot, including just recently! ("Got you," they said after they recently did it!) I have actually caught them doing these things and some of them are hard to get rid of! There is a lot more but that is not what this post is for.
   They have been threatening to inflict me with various types of cancers and disabilities, in order to stop me from writing and, if they do, this can also be used to cover up the technological targeting, although that is what would be used to inflict the disability.
   They can only get away with technologically inflicting an illness, in order to hide other technological inflictions, if too many people, especially professionals who could help us) are not aware of the capabilities, and criminal use of radio wave technologies, especially space based laser weapons and microwave weapons, psychotronic weapons, RMN, DEWs...or whatever else they are now being called, in order to hide past reports of their criminal use. Please help spread awareness.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, April 15, 2017

A Stand for the Silent Targeted Individuals

  My fight to expose the sadistic targeting has always been for those of us who are being heavily targeted and, as I realized more of the scope of it - the mind control, for those who have been crippled by blind disbelief and manipulations that prevent them from realizing and helping in ways that have are needed. My heart aches for all of us, especially my estranged family members and other loved ones.
   There are several people who have been being as heavily targeted as me, for over a decade now, and the pain I feel for them is sometimes unbearable, because I know too well the indescribably suffering they have been being inflicted with. I do not know if I should list their names - if this would be good or bad for them. Its hard to know how to handle this situation. So I will not list the full names here.
   Two people who have been on the top of my list of worries are Billy and Mary who appear to have started being targeted around the time when things vamped up on me in the early 1990s.
   I call Billy, "Billy the Kid," because he used to tell me stories about how he and his military and/or law enforcement buddies used to go out to a remote place to target practice, sometimes literally blowing up old vehicles. I remember laughing with him as he told me that it was a great way to release pent up anger. After that I held a picture of him - a spiritual warrior with guns strapped to his sides, which was a comical contrast to his profession as a calm healer. I got a kick out of his style. I Love Billy. I always have. Not in a relationship type of way - he was like a brother to me. He had a good Heart and held a strong focus on spiritual and personal growth. He was a person whom I had always known I could turn to if times got tough. But as the targeting vamped up on me it hit him too, perhaps because he would have been here for me if I had turned to him.
  A couple of years ago I visited him. His hugs/care has helped to carry me through and his sharing of his difficult experiences helped me to feel less alone in this hell that too many of us have been being inflicted with. But I have hurt for him a lot. His experiences, which I feel were part of the sadistic targeting, included the loss of his license to practice medicine, a serious skiing "accident," and a head on collision with a police cruiser. I have felt that, the vehicle "accident" was not a real accident and that both Billy and the police officer were victims of the sadistic targeting.
   I do not know what has happened to Billy the Kid, at this point. I do not know if he has vanished or been enslaved, or been killed or is still hanging in there and struggling to survive it. I hope he is still surviving it. At this point I do not know if my interactions with him, and my previously sharing things about him being targeted, had helped or made things more difficult for him, but I hope it has helped.
    Mary was a special person in my life. Like, Billy, we were not supper close, but there was a mutual Love and respect. I love Mary as if she were my sister. Our souls strolled side by side in our process of personal and spiritual growth, especially in our yoga class and I think that those types of bonds can not be broken, because we can sometimes even feel each other's pain. Mary's experiences were very similar to mine - her work, which she did with deep levels of compassion for others, was sabotaged. And her beautiful Heart targeted. Her misery and fear have haunted me since I spoke to her in 2006. I do not know what has happened to her either, at this point. In 2015 I had a vision of her crying and crying and there was nothing I could do to help her. I felt her pain and have carried it with me. I keep praying that she is OK, but know that none of us can be OK in this hell we have been being surrounded by and hurt by.

This list could go on, but I need to stop here. 
God help us all to regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.




Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.