Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Heart of the Dove

 God, help the Eagle to freely soar again.
Help Hawk's sight see the now and then.
Help the grand Geese to be a true friend.
And help the Heart of the Dove
To be in everything they send.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, December 8, 2016

Dedication to Deceased Targeted Individuals

   I dedicate this song to all people who have suffered through inhumane targetings that eventually killed their bodies. The most recent one, that I know of, being my Uncle Jr.

Vince Gill - Go Rest High on That Mountain

https://youtu.be/6jXrmAKBBTU

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

A Comforting Song

My mother dedicated this sone to me while she was struggling with Leukemia in 1977 - the year we lost her. I believe that her illness/suffering was microwave induced.


My mother had dedidated this song to me in the 1970s. https://youtu.be/4G-YQA_bsOU

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, December 5, 2016

Webs of Deceit

Twisted tangled webs
Of lies and deceit
Slither from behind
Tortures they repeat.
Souls stumble and fall - 
Unwillingly enslaved.
Until its finally over -
Humanity saved.

 I wrote this on third of December 2016.
www.targetedinamerica.com


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Confusion's Pain

 Confusion grows
From days gone by
As pain pierces
Tears un-cried.
Oh God, help us
To be set free.
Help all Hearts
To open and see.

I wrote this on third of December 2016.
www.targetedinamerica.com 


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, December 2, 2016

The Silent Targetings

    I see news reports on whether or not vote counts are honest and I feel deeply concerned about  the technological and pharmaceutical mind control, which surely prevents honest voting.

   I see news reports about an increase in diabetes in children and other types of debilitating illnesses in both adults and children. . .and I feel deeply concerned about the fact that  technological (radio wave) targeting can cause such illnesses, and that medical and pharmaceutical fields can make astronomical amounts of money from the suffering inflicted upon victims of these types of holocaustal crimes.

   I see uncountable numbers of citizens, around the globe, who have become aware of the technological and covert targetings and have been crying out for help with protection from ongoing, inhumane tortures. . . and I feel deeply concerned about why this not been being exposed and stopped, instead of people adding to our pain by assuming or pretending that we are just "mentally ill," and/or by silencing us through abduction or physical death.

   Everyone knows that the weather has been going crazy
and I feel deeply concerned about the weather modification technologies that can cause this.

More may be coming soon.

I wonder why, although I know,
And wait for Hearts to care to show.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

It Breaks my Heart.

  Each time I realize that I have not had the freedom to fully follow my own heart it breaks my heart.

After five crawling decades
Filled with wasted years
I grope to find no reason
Beneath our unshed tears.
Inside a torturous prison
And too much cause for fear
I wait for promised freedom
To stop grinding it gears,
And for a Light to shine
Beyond judgmental leers
That aim to inflict more pain
With little poisonous spears.
I struggle to preserve myself
Until the Light draws near
And Freedom Truly rings
For all victims to hear.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

New Version of a Song I Wrote in the 1990s


My Prayer

God, if I have to feel this and can not fully cry,
Send a little Angel down here from the sky.
To give a little comfort. I can't do this alone.
Need Your Love here with me 'til I return Home.

If you can pardon - if you can forgive
What I have become here - how they make me live.
Let Your Light shine on me. I sit here in the dark.
Praying for Your Light now. . .even just a spark.

If I must experience darkness of Earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me so I can feel You again.

Those who try to help me, though some of them care,
These people just don't see all that's hidden there.
Where my soul comes from - the places I have been
Are too misunderstood here, so I cry once again.

I know I'll have to open to the depths of what I feel
But only freedom and Love can truly help me heal.

If I must experience my heart ripped to shreds
Hold me while I feel this. This pain is what I dread.
If I have to pay for the freedoms we have lost
Hold me as I suffer and dearly pay the cost.

If I must experience darkness of earth plain
Cast Your Light upon me 'til I be with You again.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...
to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, October 23, 2016

Call to Stand for Freedom

Call to Stand for Freedom

The highest ones of all
Are those who have the Heart
To care to answer the call.


Friday, October 21, 2016

Technological Mind Control Should be the Easiest Part of the Targeting to Detect

   The details of the microwave/radio wave detection, which were in the article linked below, appear to have been changed but the core of it is still there and it proves that the technological targeting can easily be detected; "Thousands of Americans believe they are targeted by mind control technologies. At one time, we thought of all of them as “tin foil hat” conspiracy theorists. This was until we were able to break through the encoding within some mobile communications devices, signals we will refer to as “sub-carriers” for lack of a better term." http://www.veteranstoday.com/2012/12/24/venturas-brain-invaders/

   I'd like to also re-share previous statements, which reported a suspicion that future detection technologies could have a filter built in, which prevented the detection of low frequencies that are used for mind control. This was in the UK but it is not unreasonable to think that it could happen globally as well. http://www.whale.to/b/rifat.html

  It appears that the technological part of the targeting CAN be detected and proven with unfiltered detection technologies. And I pray for this to happen, so that it can not slyly continue controlling and damaging people.

   I beg government and military officials, around the globe, to do everything in their power to stop criminal use of all ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as the pharmaceutical targeting, which aids the mind control part of it, ASAP.

P.S. I experienced painful torture levels of microwaves being shot into by brain through the days that posted and edited this.

Saturday, October 15, 2016

The Garlic Experiment and Cyclotron Resonance?

  Until today, I recently went through another round of the technological part of the targeting backing off and a vamp up in the parasite and chemical part. As this happened my garlic started turning bright green as it cooked. This has happened before, at a time when ginger root also contained the same green color in most of the stores I frequented. After I told a store manager about it and posted it on this blog it stopped. All seemed normal again. The ginger root stopped being green. But now the garlic is again turning green.
    This time I went to different stores to buy and test the garlic. They knew I was doing this test and I had talked about it. Three times I tried and three times there was no green color appearing in even the garlic which had turned green yesterday morning and the day before. (above is a picture of the green garlic.) What does this mean?
   It APPEARS that the green color is not in the garlic when I buy it - that something is happening to it while I cook it. This again happening during a time when they are actively trying to inflict me with parasites leads me to believe that they are trying to prevent the garlic from being effective. (Garlic and ginger are great remedies for may types of infections and parasites.) What are they doing to it?
   I believe that radio waves, at certain frequencies, can have multiple effects on a variety of substances and that this is an area we need to know more about for the safety of all of humanity. I found this information in a book by Jerry E. Smith; "Laboratory experiments have shown that a minute quantity of a substance in a living body (an amount too small to cause effect) can be excited by exposure to EMR, through something called, Cyclotron Resonance, so as to produce effects as though there were up to a thousand times as much of the substance present."
   And even too much of a good thing can be bad and even lethal. If radio waves can effect vegetables and fruits in ways that prevent proper nutrition, or worse, in ways that can harm or kill, we have a serious problem that I hope is investigated and stopped as quickly as possible.


Please help stop criminal use of ground and
space based technologies that emit radio waves.


www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. After I did the garlic test the technological part of the targeting vamped back up. Prior to that it only been mild ringing in my ears and periodic painful laser shots that only lasted a few seconds and then stopped. Most of the time when they torture me it lasts a lot longer. I enjoyed the break, but I don't want the parasites and toxic food in exchange for it. I want it ALL to completely and genuinely stop. I'm hurting today and it has been difficult to focus on this article, but I felt it had to be written.
 
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, October 7, 2016

The Plight of Our Families

  I know that I have mentioned all of this before, but it deserves reiterating; I am not a "bible thumper" but I do believe that there are some good and accurate messages in the bible. . .and that prophecies are more for prevention than preparation.    The bible spoke of a time when the dark forces would be harming humanity through tearing families apart and inflicting horrible pain and suffering. I feel that this has already been happening and is being done with technological and pharmaceutical mind control, as well as covert harassment with rumor campaigns, in order to pit family members against each other - competing and judging and degrading and hating and separating, and sometimes even being brainwashed into believing bad things about each other. . .instead of Loving each other. 
   In some situations family members are literally tortured to death and the suffering spreads through all who care. In some situations a member is covertly torn away - their death staged. . .leaving remaining family members with the nagging feeling that something is wrong, which prevents healthy grieving and closure. In some situations a family member is shunned and isolated for extreme levels of torture. . .other family members blaming this primary victim and often blocked from even caring while the victim is stalked, tortured and shoved into poverty - bank accounts, homes, relationships and work sabotaged...etc. Some family members are fully enslaved and used to aid in the targeting of the isolated relative, sometimes cruelly harassing and instigating/manipulating the deprivation of the types of care and help that are desperately needed. . .and sometimes operating under a dark guise of "help" that aims to rescue/force the victim into the covert program that targets them all or to install a "mental illness," label, which strips vital levels of freedom from the victim.
    In these sad situations, where whole families are inflicted with technological mind control and used against each other, ALL family members are victims and all suffer in ways that no human being should have to endure.

    I feel that my whole family has been a victim of sadistic technological targeting since at least the mid 1970s. I am the one who was isolated from my family with them blaming me (some even used to help target me in various ways). . .and me blaming them until I realized the technological mind control part that targets us all.
   I feel that this is happening to far more families then most of us may want to realize and it needs to be faced and stopped as quickly as possible. I sense that the same sorts of sadistic pitting have been happening between citizens and government...etc.
   These truly are holocaustal crimes against humanity and criminal use of both land and space based radio wave technologies must be stopped as quickly as possible. The worst part of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting is the way it blocks our Hearts and prevents us from fully Loving and grieving and healing and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help restore our freedom to live and love and grow in the ways that we were born to.

Please help stop the targeting of families,
So that we can freely Love each other.

www.targetedinamerica.com

P.S. Many blame the technological and covert targeting on the government's aim to control us, especially those who are unwittingly enslaved into the covert program that targets us all. But these types targetings of families include families of government officials (my uncle worked for the FBI). They seem to be performed by a truly satanic/sadistic group whose primary aim appears to be to destroy the good - the Love and Heart and Soul and Togetherness and Freedoms that all individuals and families need, in order to grow into all that we are intended to be. Please do everything in your power to help immediately stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies. Too many have already been hurt.

The Keys to a Better Future

 The keys to a better future can usually be found in the past.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
 through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...
to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, October 3, 2016

Who In Their Right Mind?

    I keep wondering who, in their right mind, would even consider using technological mind control on fellow human beings, even if they did not realize that it interferes with the natural process of personal growth - the evolution of our Hearts and Souls? I beg all who are involved in it to please stop and turn your focus onto helping to stop criminal use of both ground and space based radio wave technologies as well as their aiding pharmaceuticals. Please help set humanity free.

God Doesn't Do It!

 God is the LOVE that helps us through it.

God Doesn't Do It! God is the Love that helps us stop it.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
through bullets hidden in microwaves,
 and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Whose to Know?

 Another hope lost for sorrows gain
In raven's lethal covert game
And whose to know the depth of our pain?

So much is lost in this Technological Holocaust. Sometimes its just too painful to bear. Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

I'm Sorry. I Forgot.

 In the depths of microwaved pain
I forgot it until my heart saw again.
But whose to know what is never learned
When lasered memories forget to return?
 I'm Sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.

    The technological interference with my brain has caused the usual short term memory losses that many victims report. Sometimes my micrpowaved brain has gotten lost in the dark trenches of despair. . .until my heart re-grabs the handle of that bucket of hope and that long tattered rope, which hangs from the Light.
   But I have also experienced memories of specific things (important things) being wiped out of my memory. . .until something triggers them and brings them back. Among these memory losses are the memory of getting an email from President Obama in August of 2015, and the memory of a bank account that had contained around 40,000 dollars and was my emergency back up fund. . .and it now appears to be too late for me to get it back. I can understand them making me lose money as they shoved me into destitution. My other account appeared to have been being drained too. But I am having a hard time understanding why they wiped out the memory of the email, especially since they appear to have also moved my blog post about it. They have tried to wipe my daughters out of my mind, but my heart aches for them still. Love sometimes remembers what minds forget. But not always. I'm sorry if I have forgotten things that you think I should remember. My memory will be better when my brain stops being microwaved. God help us all to be completely regain our freedom and have a chance to recover.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

A Hope For Us All

    I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, families, organizations...etc.

     Those who are responsible for the targetings, and technological enslavement of humanity, seem to be manipulating things, in order for blame to be placed on the innocent, on people who have been deceived into thinking its a good thing or on unaware mind control victims whom they use. Please do not let this continue.
     Some say that the UN is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that America is to blame BUT it is being targeted too. Some say that it is the government BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the military BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is the FBI BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is law enforcement BUT it is being targeted too. Some say it is our families BUT they are being targeted too. And the list of places to blame could go on and on and on and on, and the resulting wars could go on and on and on. . . until we realize that too much of humanity has been being covertly targeted, enslaved and/or used. . .and we must stop the blaming and fighting and let our Hearts stand together, in order to regain our freedom. I wish the Heart of all these places would stand up, expose the targeting and its deceitful tactics and manipulations. . .and set humanity free.

Please let your Heart stand up
www.targetedinamerica.com



P.S. I do realize that nothing has been completely free of normal levels of problems or "corruptions." But with technological mind control being used by dark forces that have been enslaving and using people from all walks of life the normal problems have been magnified to a dangerous degree. The only answer seems to be to fully expose it - to inform and protect instead of blaming and fighting . .as long as the "protection" is genuine freedom and not the sly technological enslavement that appears to have already been happening 
 
   I hope for all levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting to be exposed and stopped without inflicting more hardship upon Targeted Individuals, targeted families, targeted organizations, targeted countries...etc.


    Like President JFK had said, "Our way of life is under attack. Those who make themselves our enemy are advancing around the globe. . ." And this was back in the 1960s! Can you imagine how much ground the dark infiltration has gained since then. . .with the use of technological and pharmaceutical mind control on unsuspecting people in ALL arenas?Please help it to be exposed and stopped.

Monday, August 8, 2016

A Painful Batch of Ignorance in New York Times

   Around the time when the NY Times News Paper came out with the article about Targeted Individuals I was stranded in a parking lot. My computers were being shut down. My writings were being sabotaged. And I was  experiencing a serious vamp up in electronic attacks...etc. I was just able to read it a couple days ago in a library.
   The article was entitled, "United States of Paranoia...," which implies that united Targeted Individuals are just in a state of paranoia. Other titles in the article were, "A Growing tribe of troubled Minds," and "A pretext for violence," and "An ‘echo chamber’ of paranoia," most of which appear to have grown from the field of psychiatry.
  When I read it I felt sad. . .incredibly sad. And I find myself wondering if the author, or New York Times, have even done any research into the technologies that are being used on us, or on the field of psychiatry being suspected of inflicting "false mental illness labels" on victims of eugenics based targetings, or on the fact that states, like Michigan, have even passed new laws against "gang stalking" because it is a VERY REAL crime that has been hurting many people.
      And, even more important, have they considered the additional suffering and pain that is inflicted upon us Targeted Individuals when we are publicly degraded and misjudged - that even just statements like "most likely delusional," can leave us to continue suffering the effects of VERY REAL technological tortures, covert harassment. . .and other false judgments, which prevent the proper kinds of help and protection from further harm.

   Articles like this one feel like another part of the targeting. They hurt us and they prevent the compassionate understanding and comfort that we desperately need from our fellow human beings. We should not have to prove our sanity on top of all else that we are struggling to survive. http://www.nytimes.com/2016/06/11/health/gang-stalking-targeted-individuals.html

   I beg the media and general public to give us "Targeted Individuals" the benefit of the doubt that is being raised by those who target us and those who are not aware of the various types of technological targeting, which are happening to many more than just TIs who are in the web.

Please keep an open Heart and mind

   We need your support and help. We are not just "mentally ill." But we are not OK - we are being hurt and are suffering indescribably. We are victims of holocaustal crimes. . .crimes which need to be publicly acknowledged and stopped for the future safety of all of humanity

Please help us instead of adding to our pain
We desperately need good, aware Hearts to stand up for
 us as well as humanity's freedom. Please be those Hearts.

 P.S. My Amazon books and websites have been being blocked from web searches through the past few months.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
 through bullets hidden in microwaves,
 and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
 that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Old Into the Light Book

Introduction to my old "Into the Light" Book

"Into the Light" will someday become, "The Covert Puzzle" book.

Friday, June 17, 2016

A Sunrise for Humanity

 Heights of Wisdom last chapter, "A Sunrise for Humanity"

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden
 in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
 that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Humanity's Worst Enemy is Technological and Pharmaceutical Mind Control

  Humanity's worst enemy is technological and pharmaceutical mind control and the secrecy that allows its continuation. And it has to be exposed and stopped, in order for the mind, heart and soul of humanity to regain its freedom and recover.
   Within the secrecy of the mind control, and its negative programming,  the heart of humanity has been being replaced with greed, selfishness, arrogant quests for power over others and the chaos of victims blaming victims...etc. This must stop.
   Some of my past writings are prime examples of how we can easily misplace blame or misunderstand what is happening when we are not aware of being targeted and are not aware of the mind control grip on other people and organizations. Once we know about it, we realize that the only thing, which deserves full blame, is the technological and pharmaceutical mind control. . .in most situations. Without the mind control and its secrecy most of our other problems will cease to exist. Please help it to be exposed and stopped, without inflicting more pain upon its victims
 
Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, June 13, 2016

Heights of Wisdom

Heights of Wisdom 
The Conclusion

   Wisdom is an elderly, negro woman who was thought to be Jesus and was the primary character in a story I wrote, ("Heights of Wisdom") from the summer of 2004 to January 2006. I was forced, by heavy targeting, into discontinuing it before it was finished. Parts of it were even erased by those who infiltrate my computers. But I am writing a positive pre-conclusion to it, which is helping me to have a constructive focus in the mist of the hell I am experiencing. This conclusion will be short, because of ongoing targeting. The full conclusion will happen when I have regained my freedom from all levels of the targeting.
   Within this story Wisdom returns from a long spiritual retreat to help a woman who was trying to help save the Heart of humanity, before both she and her work were heavily targeted and she became trapped and was at her wits end. The woman told Wisdom about the Technological Holocaust and the enslavement of humanity through pharmaceutical and technological mind control. Wisdom decides that they need to finish some work, which already has a good start in two stories called, "The End of the Infiltration" and "Vision of a World with Heart."

The Sun is Now Rising for All of Humanity
Humanity is Embracing its Heart
And Setting Love Free.



Find More on "Heights of Wisdom" Blog
http://heightsofwisdom.blogspot.com

For the Heart of Humanity

   This video is not done very well. I made it when I was in physical pain from being heavily microwaved. But I hope it touches your Heart. Within it I aimed to address the crisis of pharmaceutical and technological targeting in America. But I feel this is a global crisis. I hope it helps all of us to regain the freedom to feel and think and heal and grow in ways that we were born to. Please also watch the others on its playlist.


https://youtu.be/rxljJxhKxTE?list=PLQONgELhN0SVk7HddTQakxPYm60tRUH7G

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Why?

Why do too few realize the suffering that silently grows within
the world's worst holocaust? Why do too few care? Why?
Please help break the silence.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Please Set Humanity Free

   I beg uncontrolled government and media officials to please stand up for your selves, for your loved ones, for us. . .for humanity's freedom. Please stand up and publicly expose the technological and pharmaceutical mind control and its enslavement program...etc., so the covert wars can end; So that people can know and resist and have the opportunity to protect themselves from the mind control; So that people can pull together and support each other instead being torn apart; So that heavily hit victims can understand and get help and recover.  Please break the silence that too many suffer in. Please!

Humanity Needs to be Set Free

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Reminder of Technological Mind Control Proof

   Exposure of the remote mind control part of the targeting, happening through the past few decades, appears to be growing more scarce on the web. So here is a bit of a reminder, with the hope that you will do EVERYTHING in your power to expose and stop ALL levels of the technological and pharmaceutical targeting of people's brains, which is hurting far more than our minds. Please help save the Heart of humanity.
   The following statement has been in my books and websites and had, at one point, been erased. It is merely an example, which proves the reality of mind control and its possibility by the 1950s. I feel that there are many different organizations who have been involved in experiments with technological mind control. And that the aim to enslave humanity, started long before the 1950s. Irregardless of who has been (or is doing) what part of it. . .the fact remains that it is indeed happening and is in desperate need of being fully realized, exposed and stopped.

 "In April 1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively. . . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for men's minds. "We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . ." In the 1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind” was exposed in a number of Congressional enquiries, but most commentators seem to believe, or accept, that everything stopped, and largely that – from the little information that had not been destroyed prior to the investigation began – it had been unsuccessful. Though the latter might have been the case in the mid 1970s, it is definitely clear that it did not end." ~ Philip Coppens.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, June 10, 2016

Insults Instead of Rhyme

Don't let the good turn to ashes.
I am sorry for those dark times
When my lasered brain lashes
With insults instead of rhymes.
It would come out in private tears
If I could have vented it on my own.
But its been decades and years
Of them torturing me into stone.
I need a hug from a true friend.
Like the rest of humanity,
I need the torture to end,
My heart to be set free.

Technological Holocaust

Its just rounds of hell
In an insane game
Where much is lost
And nothing's gained.

Please let your Heart
Help bring it to an end.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through 
bullets hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...
to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, June 6, 2016

To Turn it Into Light

To Turn it Into Light

And all the world stood up
Inside the covert night
To expose the sorted dark
And turn it into Light.
No more technological wars
For minds of unaware man
Because everyone now knows
And can fully understand,
That freedom to privately think,
And pray and dream and feel,
Is the greatest necessity
That none can rightly steal.
So throw the microwave swards
Down on the sighing ground
And heal our oozing wounds
With Love that spreads around.
And take those nasty pills,
The ones that aid it all,
And make a full sunrise
From humanity's greatest fall,
Until all the world stands up
Inside the covert night
To expose the sorted dark
And turn it into Light.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets 
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make 
a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

"No Matter What"


"I love you no matter what you write,"
The radio sang one day.
That's the kindest thing
I've ever heard it say.
I wish all other songs
Felt the same way.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets
hidden in microwaves, and COURAGE, God...to make 
a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, June 5, 2016

The "Return of Jesus"

   I think that there have been dark setups for false expectations around the return of Jesus. I'd like to urge everyone to NOT sit around waiting for that one savior for the world, because He/She is only a messenger for God. . .the same kind of messenger that YOU can be if you open your Heart enough to let that Love/Light work through you. Please let your Heart stand up for humanity.

God's Hands Work Through our Hearts.
We Must Do Our Part.

   Those of us who are being heavily targeted can't do much, but the rest of you can. Please do all that you can to expose and stop the Technological Holocaust. Please let your Heart stand up.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
Through bullets hidden in microwaves, and
COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
That saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, June 3, 2016

The Past Holds the Keys to the Future

Those who target me keep telling me to forget the past. But the past holds the keys to the future. Healing the past is what paves a better future...etc. Facing, and learning from, past experiences are what can build a better future...etc.

Monday, May 30, 2016

Memorial Day 2016

On this strangled memorial day
I visit no tree or forgotten grave
Like I used to do for my mother
And the willow I couldn't save.
But in crevices of fading memories,
Of when I dared to think we were free,
I pry their stones from stars and stripes
With the hope that we soon will be.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Friday, May 27, 2016

Love Does No Harm

 The God of pure Love and Light
Does not inflict illness and pain.
I hope everyone finds the Truth
Until freedom has been regained.

  Sometimes, when I look back over the years and into the targeting's effect on some of the older parts of my work, I feel like its all wasted, all ruined and not worth a thing. (Much of it does not apply to the targeting situation.) And targets like me, naturally launch into misplacing blame - when we are not aware of being targeted we blame only those who are obviously acting out because we are not aware of the manipulations and technological mind control. My old writings have a lot of this in them. (This theme ran strong in my "Personal Journal" and "Into the Light" publications.) I feel deeply sad about this, although it makes them a good example of what a heavy target goes through or is manipulated into.
   I had worked so hard and had a grand dream and mission and it now feels destroyed - like it was all just a sad waste. But this makes me yearn for my freedom even more, because time is still wasting and there's already too much to heal and too much to fix and too much to explain and too much to make up for. . .and I can not effectively do any of it while being targeted.
  When I was not aware of the targeting, and its sabotaging of my life and work I searched for the "Higher Purpose" to what I was experiencing. I didn't find it, because there was none. There is no "Higher Purpose" to intentional man-made inflictions/crimes. But good can come from bad things. And a good thing may be that, since I have become aware, I've been able to help expose the types of targeting that I’ve been experiencing.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

"Same Kind of Different as Me"

"Same Kind of Different as Me"

I read it two times, both about the same
The heart wrenching and heart touching
Twisting of fates in unknown lethal games.
"Apocalyptic" for Deborah's tortured need
To live and grow and let her Heart's love
Plant yellow flowers and spread seeds.
Then the "wisdom" from an old TI
That blamed God for the dark,
Which also twitched his sorry eye
Where microwaves hit their mark.
God, help them until they know
The targetings they ALL sustained.
A lethal darkness hurt that show
And is all that can be rightly blamed.
The God of pure Love and Light
Does not inflict illness and pain.
I hope everyone finds the Truth
Until freedom has been regained.

   This poem was inspired by the book, "Same Kind of Different as Me," which is a great true story that can touch the heart in ways that can make the reader laugh and cry and gain appreciation for those rare gems in our world - the ones who value heart above money and can care and give unconditionally. When I read it a felt, behind the scenes, another satanic microwave targeting and cruel torturing of the good - of Deborah.

Warm Tears

Warm Tears 

When warm tears, filled with pain,
Slide down a victim's fading face
Don't wipe them away - just let them stay
For all of the human race.



   This morning, as I lay in the back of my car thinking about the technological targeting and enslavement of humanity. . . warm tears slid down the side of my face. As I thought of reaching up to wipe them away, my heart cried, "Don't wipe them away - just let them stay for all of the human race." So I did. I let them stay. Then I sat up to write this poem. And then I was tortured for it - a sudden infliction of pain to the back of my head. But I kept writing and the next three poems weaved their way into my notebook.

Something Has to Change

Something Has to Change 
When wars for freedom
Destroy the little that's left,
And minds die while Hearts cry
Around souls shoved off a cliff;
When victims fall one by one
With no place left to grope
For what is needed and is gone
Or just some remnant of hope,

Something Has to Change


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Insaned

Insaned

God help the victims,
Who are set to blame,
And the bits of awareness
That they have insaned
In throws of the darkest
Covert wars and games.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

The List

The List

When I saw it my heart cried,
"Oh, please just take me off
Your sorted list of judged ones
Who have lost their loved ones
And are imprisoned by the game,
The watch list of targets chosen
To outlive someone else's shame."

Its just another Schindler's List
That is there to remind us
Of voids of the Love we miss.
Please list us all as saved
By all that is openly nice
Instead of remaining enslaved
Inside that judgment's vice.


 Please visit this web site; www.targetedinamerica.com

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Mind Control Conversation



Technological mind control is being performed on humanity.


No its Not!


What makes you think its not?


I don't know.


This is the way its been. Please help technological and pharmaceutical mind control to be realized and stopped.


You don't believe it because you have been brainwashed.

Really?

Really. The Heart of humanity needs to stand up and save itself from further destruction.
OK. I'll stand with you. Thank you for telling me.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Melting in the Microwaves!


   Please help save the HEART of humanity.
www.heartbud.com
This is not my picture.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Truly Let Go

 I hope God shines Light
Into this darkest night -
Touching Hearts
Around the globe
Until the enslaved
Are TRULY let go.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Which Side?

 I am not on this side or that side.
I still stand too painfully alone.
I am not a perp or running to hide.
I'm trapped under crow's dark choice.
But my heart cries out on line.
Doesn't anyone hear my voice?

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Monday, May 16, 2016

Honest and Real

 I long for our world to return
To being honest and real -
No more covert programs
And more care we can feel.

   This feeling has been growing as time goes on. Enslaved mind control victims, are forced to follow the covert program instead of their own hearts. They are shallow shadows of what they should be - puppets for their self appointed masters. Being surrounded by too much of this, for too long, makes the whole world feel unworthy of trust and way too void of depth. Its heart wrenching to notice the scope of how many are enslaved. And its excruciating to be constantly harassed by,  and even pushed to join, the program that enslaved them. I do not ever want to be a puppet and I feel sad for those who are. But I feel sad for myself too. I miss everything that has been being taken away from humanity. I miss the way the world could be without technological and pharmaceutical mind control and human enslavement. After being surrounded and harassed by the program, for too long, every fiber of my heart and soul cries for a world that is free and solid and real and honest and deep and genuinely caring. I think we all need our freedom back.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

A Horrible Catch Twenty Two

In the bigger picture
You are all victims too.
But in the smaller scope
I am being hurt by you -
Entrapped and imprisoned.

Its a horrible catch twenty two.
:-(
Please stop what you do.
 

Hope in the Phantom

I put hope in the phantom
Of what I wish could be.
God, help all of them
And us... including me.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, May 15, 2016

Enslavement "home"

When "home" is a prison
That aims to enslave,
Where can a heart go
In broken time saved?

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

The Raven

 The raven flew in to
Sit on the handicapped sign
Just before again sitting at
The table next to mine.
So smooth, so suave
Though out of place
That fake little smile
On his brazen face.
How dare he call me
His "friend" or say
To "thank" what be?
The ravens need Hearts
And to also be set free.
But I don't want them
Sitting so close to me.

I moved.

But was it him or was it her and how can clarity fill the covert blur?

.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

I Wish Humanity Would Stand For Freedom

   If the main stream media continues to not expose the mind control and covert enslavement of humanity there are many things that can be done;
   Government officials, common citizens, military...etc., could step out and peacefully line  sidewalks while holding signs that say things like, "No More Technological and Pharmaceutical Mind Control" and "No More Human Enslavement" and "No More Covert Programs and Wars" and "Humanity Stands for Freedom" until humanity's Freedom has been restored. I understand that other things would have to happen too. . .and I hope they do.
  People who have influential titles and positions could do videos in private and then share them in various ways. People who have enough financial resources could do their own information papers, billboards and ads on TV and in news papers...etc. 

IT IS NOT "too late."

www.targetedinamerica.com
No more ugly black sunglasses.
No more measure of the classes.
No more covert wars and ways.
No more darkness in our days.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, May 10, 2016

Manipulations

Manipulations breed misplaced blame,
Misplaced guilt and misplaced shame,
As twisted tables turn in a covert game.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

Please Stand Up and Set Humanity Free

   I am again begging good people in influential places, around the globe, to PLEASE expose and stop human enslavement in the covert program. PLEASE expose and stop the mind control program. Please stand up and call for a global discontinuation of criminal use of all the technologies, pharmaceuticals, chemicals...etc., that are being used to harm humanity, the Earth and its atmosphere. Please protect heavily targeted people from further harm. Please help victims, and their loved ones, to understand what has been happening to them so that they can fully recover. Please stand up and set yourselves and the rest of humanity free.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way
through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND
that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

www.targetedinamerica.com

Wednesday, May 4, 2016

The Donald Trump Dilemma

 I am deeply concerned that technological mind control may be preventing honest voting...etc.


   Update; This is the original post; I find the fact that Trump has had so much support from the media and the general public really disturbing. How can a man like Trump be winning over the integrity that people like John Kasich has displayed? And has Kasich really been forced out of the race? It just doesn't make sense to me. . .unless, aside from Trumps rude intimidation tactics. . .,  technological mind control or false vote counts are helping him win.
   I am sorry if this offends anyone. (I am being lasered in the back of my neck as I write it!) But I truly am deeply concerned about what could happen to America, and the rest of humanity, if a man like Trump were to actually become our president during this critical point in time. I have not followed much of the debates, but the little that I have seen has left me feeling shocked that a man like Trump is running for presidency and appears to actually have a chance of winning. How on earth can this be happening to America? How??? Please search for the honest answer until you find it.
    We desperately need our next president to have the Heart to truly care about the safety and welfare of all people, the Wisdom of experience, the integrity to treat people with kindness and respect, good communication skills, and the courage to publicly stand up against things like the technological and covert targeting of humanity. But how can that happen under the constraints of technological mind control and who knows what other types of covert manipulations?
    Technological Mind control can interfere with a lot of things; It can brainwash masses of people and interfere with our natural process of thinking and feeling and growing into all that we were meant to be.

  [Update; This is what it turned into;]   No matter what is or isn't happening, we desperately need our next president to have the Heart to truly care about the safety and freedom of all people, the wisdom of experience, the integrity to treat people with kindness and respect, good communication skills, and the courage to publicly expose, and peacefully stand up against, things like the technological and pharmaceutical targeting and enslavement of humanity. But how can that happen under the constraints of technological mind control and who knows what other types of covert manipulations?

Technological Mind control can interfere with a lot of things; It can brainwash masses of people and interfere with our natural process of thinking and feeling and growing into all that we were meant to be. Please help set America Free. And the same for the rest of humanity.

God help America
The picture of Trump is from; https://www.google.com/?gws_rd=ssl#q=Donald+Trump
Picture of Kasich is from; https://www.yahoo.com/news/john-kasich-suspends-presidential-campaign-161615255.html

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Let Heart Lead

Let Heart Lead

What part of "NO" do you not understand?
You can not force me into a covert hand.
Your wars are not what I want or need.
Please let your Hearts take the lead.
Please stand up and stop the wars.
Let Freedom ring louder than before.
Set the poor unaware puppets free
And stop harassing people like me.

   As I wrote the previous post, two loud puppets sat next to me and continued to try to message me even after I took a picture of them and told them about the covert program that is using and hurting people. I'd hoped that they'd go away and leave me alone. But, one of them appeared to have left the table to ask his leader what he should do about my confronting them and then continued. . .even trying to provoke me by saying that they are voting for Trump. (God help us!) I was able to ignore most of what they said. I ended up putting on earphones and blasting music, which I hummed to. It drowned the rest of it out, except for the loudly repeated, "Lets go." They are still trying to force me into obedience and enslavement, especially now that they have me trapped - my car disabled in a parking lot.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

A Bit Less of a Load

A bit less of a load

An early morning vision
Shone Light for me to feel
In a place of utter peace
Which I wish were real.

I woke to horns blaring,
Microwaving of my brain
And the sad realization
That all is still the same.

On these days when crows
Are chasing other crows
Exactly what is happening?
I wonder, but who knows.

The early vision still clings
To a place now consoled
And I am left carrying
A bit less of a load.

   As the vision ended I heard a horn blare two times outside my car, as if to say "No, that can not happen." The vision was of me alone in a peaceful place, wearing a white robe and saying that there is more I can do to help humanity. (This was an answer to the prayer, which I had silently prayed last night.)  After this vision, and blaring of horns, I fell back to sleep and had a dream of being put, with two other people, in a house that was built into an unstable, sandy embankment. (more distress!)
   They really do read minds and project dreams into our brains with psychotronic weapons. Lately I have been experiencing another round of projected dreams, which seem to be giving me ultimatums - showing that I will get money and a nice home only if I leap into enslavement - only if I disappear. And that it will be held in poverty if I stay here...etc. Its all too horribly intrusive and it prevents me from trusting my own dreams and visions.
   But today I prefer to pretend, for a while, that this morning's good vision was real, and the perpetration horns never honked it out. . .so that I can feel a bit less scared.

Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Yearn for Freedom

   This video really hits my heart. This sort of yearn for freedom from the prison, and yearn for care from fellow human beings, surely bleeds from the hearts of all long term Targeted Individuals as well as many other people. I've shared this song on my other blog, but it is so packed with feeling, from a man whom I feel was heavily targeted, that it deserves another post. (This video was erased, as I aimed to post it, by those who target me and have my computer infiltrated. I guess there's a message in that.)

 I imagine myself singing this song to God - the REAL God.

Will you be there by Micheal Jackson

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_dE4YrrAAGk 

The lyrics cry from the kind of pain and loneliness that 
only a heavily Targeted Individual could fully understand. . .

"Hold me, like the river Jordan
And I will then say to thee,
You are my friend.
Carry me, like you are my brother.
Love me like a mother.
Will you be there?
I'm weary. Tell me will you hold me?
When wrong, will you scold me?
When lost will you find me?
But they told me a man should be faithful
And walk when not able

And fight till the end but I'm only human.
Everyone's taking control of me!

Seems like the world's got a role for me! 

I'm so confused! Will you show to me 
You'll be there for me and care enough to bear me?
(Repeated)
Show me. Hold me. Love me and free me.
Kiss me and free me. I will feel blessed.
Lift me up slowly. Carry me. Hold me.
Carry me there. Save me. Heal me and bathe me.
Softly you say to me, I will be there.
Lift me - lift me up slowly.
Show me you care. Carry me there.
I get lonely sometimes. Hold me.
  Free me. Love me and free me.
 Carry me. Hold me. 

(Spoken)
In my darkest hour - in my deepest despair

Will you still care? Will you be there?
In my trials and my tribulations,
Through our doubts and frustrations,
In my violence, in my turbulence,
Through my fear and my confessions,
In my anguish and my pain,
Through my joy and my sorrow,
In the promise of another tomorrow,
I'll never let you part for you're always in my heart."


   I had watched the movie - "Free Willy" with my children in the early 1990s. I had not cognitively known, at that time, that I was imprisoned, in my own home, through being held under surveillance and covertly targeted. But part of me knew and I cried like  baby in the end of it. I still get goose bumps watching the heart of a little boy help Willy jump the wall into freedom. Sadly, our Freedom depends on other people exposing and stopping the covert program, its enslavement of human beings and the technological and pharmaceutical mind control that is being used on humanity.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Covert Sickness

Covert Sickness

In a world turned ill with covert sickness
Its the honest and real that is sorely missed.

Twisted puppets jab a victim's rawest pains
Where nothing is clear and no one explains.

Ads and songs rip at a raw bleeding heart
When media is used by the sorted dark.

The vile sickness lures with a mask
Of help and good to finish their task.

Oh, wash it away. This just can not be.
Light the covert dark and set us all free.

Those who are used to harass heavily targeted individuals, like myself, are often victims too - they are puppets who are used by those who target me.


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Where's the Good?

 Where's the Good?

When hope is slammed
Beneath a broken hood
And hell moves in to harm
Where is the Good?

When darkness slithers into
Where Light once stood
And struggles to rise again
Where is the Good?

When I stumble all alone
Nothing going as it should
Around our broken lives
Where is the Good?

When what rules the world
Hides under a dark hood
In humans still enslaved
Where is the Good?

When Heart does not stand
In places where it could
While freedom slips away
Where is the Good?

Where is the Good?

   This poem is about my car being disabled, by those who target me and zoom in to try to force obedience and a covert abduction into enslavement. It is also a poetic cry for good people, around the globe, to stand up against the covert war and its many crimes. I feel that there is still a lot of good in the world. And that it will do what it can as soon as it can. But days can feel like eternity for people like me. . .and sometimes I just need to vent.



Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 

and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Sunday, May 1, 2016

I Dedicate This Song to Genuinely Deceased Targeted Individuals

    I dedicate this song to deceased TIs. I feel envious of those who have truly reached an end to the suffering - those who are genuinely free and are in a far better place.  But I feel sad for those who are enslaved - those who are thought to be missing or dead, but aren't - those who have suffered a psychological/spiritual death - the worst kind of death there is. And then there's those of us who are being tortured for resisting the program and the mind control. How long can we hold on? What will happen if they get us all

 Humanity needs to be saved instead of enslaved

Vince Gill - Go Rest High On That Mountain


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves, 
and COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Today is Meditation Day

    This morning I was reminded of how difficult it is for a heavily Targeted Individual to do anything that has a previously set date.
   Yesterday I experienced painful levels of torture of my brain through most of the day. As I did the 7am meditation this morning my brain was interfered with electronically. I had a slightly heavier than normal ring in my ears. My thoughts were being interrupted and odd thoughts were being plugged into my brain. I also had a strong feeling that I was being watched and scrutinized. Both of these situations blocked me. But I was able to take the prayer a bit deeper after they thought I had given up.
    Tears came to my eyes as I prayed for Light to spread through humanity and especially into government and military places. . .until enough Hearts are reached for them to publicly stand up and set themselves and the rest of humanity free. I prayed for all technologies that are used for mind control to be barred from criminal use or destroyed if they can not be secured. . .in order to save humanity. I prayed for the covert enslavement program to be exposed and stopped and the public allowed the understanding that is needed for full recovery...etc.
    My meditations/prayers will probably work best when I do them spontaneously and a lot more than one day per month, which I have been doing anyway. I hope that other people are able to do a lot more than I am being allowed to do on the first of the monthly meditations. Please join in.

Global Meditation/Prayer/Wish Request
www.heartbud.com/globalmeditation.pdf


Give us STRENGTH, God...to find our way through bullets hidden in microwaves,
And COURAGE, God...to make a STAND that saves our lives and FREEs our land.

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Love's Best Seed

 Freedom and protection
Is something we all need,
In order for real Love
To plant its best seed.